Do I Have Yours?

no, no you don't. monday. monday you'll get it.














he doesn't like him either. that's fantastic.

everyone here right now is so unimpressive.

I want a bottle of Coca Cola.

Buzz, Buzz, Tuxedo.

It only took me from 4:45 to 7:30 last night to do Christine's nails for grad. Not bad I don't

think.

Both of her parents thought that she was wearing fake nails. Oh Yeah. I'm just that good.

I'm going to a real party. for the first time. that's probably exciting. I'll know once I get there.

Jazz performance tonight. It's going to be tough in the specific attire. So tough. I will survive. ya

Yesterday I made Hamlet, the great Dane, look like a danish puked up. it was harsh.

Today is a month.

The beginning of a dream.

Since the day it started.

yipee.

I know for sure that's exciting.

Fo Shizzle.

cookies and a broken microwave.

It seems that once there aren't parents at home everything starts going wrong.



I'm never going to get my braces off.

I guess I'll have to get used to them being my best friends for life.

There's nothing better I could wish for than a mouth full of metal.

We're doing fine though, and I'm busy endlessly.

Life might slow down

...in September...

All those blazzy jues....

I'm angry with people right now.


does "partner work" mean you do it on your own?

...last time I checked, it didn't...

It frustrates me that people are so disrespectful of others, but there's really nothing I can do about other people's immaturity.

The work is done now anyways.

I really want to go to a 60's dance party. Any one up for that?

I'm ok with the fact that, once again, I look like a tomato. I think maybe the look suits me. It goes well with my hair anyways.

Dad should start his own smoothie business.

They taste better than those of Orange Julius.

I Will.

he has a trampoline, and I like to bounce.

it's as simple as that.

ta-ka-ta-ka tee-kee-tee-kee

I'm eating nachos with cheese sauce. It's spicey, and I wasn't expecting that.

Our concert last night was satisfactory. We didn't do very well with Tocatta, but Rhaspsody In Blue was amazing. AJ is just that fantastic. My solos were ok. the first was better than the second.
Marcel won the citizenship award, I was proud of him, he really deserves it. Every word Mr. Brown said about him was true. [yay!]
I was also happy that Laura came to the concert, it made me feel special that she was supporting me like that.

As far as memorizing Hamlet goes, I did it, and it only took another 2 and a half hours.
I shut off my light about 2:10 am this morning once I finished it. I'm quite pleased with myself that I was able to pull it off, hopefully I don't have to present it today. It would indeed be nice to have another night to make it solid and well-learnèd. -teehee-

Oh Sweet Jesus

Brittany walked across the hall...THEN SHE WALKED BACK!!!
I AM not allowed to do that.
maybe it's because she's 17 now or something.
that must be it.

I'm buying her present as soon as I fix my bed head and my mother puts not pyjamas on.

tonight: band concert, 7 pm, Craigie Hall, 7$ at the door.
be there, or...you know the rest of that...or be a pancake.

it's time to eat.
oh and i've done some memorizing:
o, what a rogue and peasant slave am I!
Is it not monstrous that this player here
but in a fiction, in a dream of passion,
could force his sould to his own conceit
that from her working all [his] visage wanned,
tears in his eyes, distractions in his aspects...


that's all i know for now.



yay new cds.

Oh.

I've been blessed.




A lovely boyfriend.
A rebate cheque for $125.
A 512MB SD card.
A flight to Ontario.



And I only had to pay for one of them.

Ode to Hercules...the Caterpillar

Life ended so young and
eaten by ants so bitter
Life ended so soon
for Hercules the Caterpillar

Death on the sidewalk,
red ants all around.
Death in the sunshine,
completely unsound.

We tried to rescue him,
spare his dear life.
We tried to save him,
from such strife.

Failure took over
from an attempt to save.
Failure of life,
for one so brave.

This is how girly I am...

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

I was running in high-heeled shoes, and I fell on a rock, and it got stuck in my knee (I was about 9 years old)

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?

Pictures, posters, a grass mat covered in key chains, art, clothes, writing, mirrors, words, pop eye boxes, more pictures, pretty much anything to cover the walls.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?

It's silver.

4. WHAT MUSIC ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

Divided. heck yes!

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?

11:06 pm

6.WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.

Chocoalte milk. I think.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?

Huntsville

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?

4 things...my blankie, my snoopy pillow, sydney and my trumpet

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SMELL?

Vanilla and gasoline

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?

yes

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?

yes

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

Chantal

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?

I have no idea

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?

it depends on how good it looks on that particular guy

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?

Maybe when I'm parachuting. or if he made a movie about our relationship with like puppets or something then at the end he has the guy puppet asking the girl puppet to marry him (the girl puppet would be me), that would be pretty awesome. I would really like that actually, seeing as I don't parachute.

16.COFFEE OR ENEGY DRINK?

coffee

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?

meat and mushrooms

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

i want pizza now

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?

Probably Fraser. He's still alive.

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?

Yes

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):

a pin

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?

yes

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?

There's no such thing as being double jointed...so no I'm not, but I do have some sooper flexibility in my left thumb joint

24. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?

Suzy Shier

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?

Shelby Cobra

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?

I don't think I would be able to stop loving them

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?

with words

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:

64

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

blondes...

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?

283-6159

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?

people

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF CANADA?

Yes

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?

knees

36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?

Huntsville

37. FIRST JOB?

Kitchen Staff at Pine Lake Camp (after a million babysitting jobs and I was a tutor for a while)

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?

nope

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?

Blogging, listening to music, chatting...and doing homework.

40.IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?

I wouldn't

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?

Lisa did first, and I like Lisa

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?

My hair

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?

Write politicians and say that they're making some religious traditions illegal, and they shouldn't mess with christian laws because anyone who is christian will follow what God says, not human laws.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?

A plane ticket

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?

2 or 3

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

no. well, my dog.

57. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?

No, I pray

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?

these ones (the bolded ones) \

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?

thursday night

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

yes i do

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?

Maybe ham, but i'm not sure

52. ANY BAD HABITS?

yes

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?

hmm. Eminem? it probably would have been Simple Plan, but I gave that one away

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

Totally, I'm so awesome

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?

yes

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?

sometimes

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?

Claire, Brittany or Christine, or anyone I don't like (so that they get grumpy)

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?

the school....

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?

yes

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?

my straws kit. and jazy jewelry, and barbies. jasmine and I played barbies until we were 12 and 13

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?

maybe 64.5

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

no, I never, ever use sarcasm.

64. EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?

yes

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A BOY/GIRL?

kindness and respect

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?

Al, Allie, Alli-Gator, Spoony, Toes, Cherry Tomato...

67. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?

Yes

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

yes

369. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?

not telling..kidding...Marcel..

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?

Moose tracks, heavenly hash, chocolate.

71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE?

it was a friday, and I'll be on one tomorrow

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS?

Lime green, orange and red.

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?

700

74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?

Stephen, always

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?

I don't really care. sure.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

Jodi-Divided

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?

7 oatmeal chocolate chip cookies

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

Jenni

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?

Everything on their head, and clothes (since that's really all I see)

80. FAVOURITE SONG:

I think there are like 37 on my list right now.

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE:

coat hangers

82. FAVOURITE DRINKS?

Chocolate milkshakes, coffee, hot chocolate and root beer

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN:

it doesn't matter to me

84. FAVOURITE SPORTS?

badminton and hockey

85. HAIR COLOUR?

something unnatural

86. EYE COLOUR?

blue or green

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?

no

88. SIBLINGS?

yes

89. FAVOURITE MONTH?

august

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?

i don't know

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?

America's Funniest Home Vidoes. (it's only because American's are dumb that way)

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?

no

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?

both

95. KISSES OR HUGS?

both

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?

relationships

99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?

Hamlet, Desecration, Great Expectations, Psalms, Bousille et les Justes

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?

There's probably someone somewhere. I don't know if I've met them yet though.

DO IT!

I _____ Allison
Allison is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Allison I would _____.
I think Allison should _____.
Allison needs _____.
I want to ____ with Allison.
Allison can ____ my ____.
Allison will _____.
Worst thing about Allison is _____.
Best thing about Allison is _____.
Allison reminds me of _____.
Without Allison __________.
Allison can be _____.
When I met Allison____________
I am ________ with Allison.
I get _____every time I see Allison
Allison makes me feel all_______inside.
I think Allison is_______.
I think Allison should ________ with me.
Allison and I are _______.
I want to _____ Allison
Allison is my _______.

That's unfortunate.

DYB is done. it's over, nothing else this year....and knowing the people in it this year, it will likely not be in existance next year. But just so everyone is clear, this is my own opinion. the only solid facts are that there are no more rehearsals, we're still without a leader, and we're not playing and the FORWARD 2006 event. Should I advertise for that? Should I be glad that other youth events were cancelled for this HUGE and GREAT event? It's too bad that there's nothing going on for youth across our division. it's a real shame.

on a happier note:
a nice little old lady gave me some pretty jewelry, that was friendly of her.
Claire's field hockey team is doing an amazing job, mostly because she's a fabulous goaly.
I'm "editing" some friendships.
Marcel is coming over after school today, and we're having a picnic with Laura.
Quench is at Glenmore tomorrow night. I thought about going, then I realised that no one other than Carlin and I (with a friend each) went to the Quench at our church. We get no support from other corps. I might not go. This also means that the 20 dollar fun night will be moved to 2 weeks from now.
Joey gave me a Mad Caddies CD last evening, and I like it a lot.

on a more serious note:
I slept no more than 2 hours last night.
Could everyone please pray for Chantal and Steven.
School is overwhelming and I don't like people. [with some exceptions]
everyone should come to the band concert next week. it's on tuesday, the 16th, at 7pm in Craigy Hall (U of C). Tickets are 7 dollars at the door. we're playing some great music...and I have solos (that in itself makes it worth it to go)
I hate that I have 5 exams this semester, but I'll survive them, since I can only study for 2 of them.
I don't like coat hangers.

on a goofy note:
I need to get Chantal's bra back to her.
I covered my laundry hampers with stuffed animals because I was too lazy to put all the clean clothes away.
It was too late for me to use the vacuum at 3 in the morning, so I picked all the little bits off the floor with my hands.
I'm looking forward to brownies.
my boyfriend is a rockstar, and a cheese puff.
Austin likes my hair, he thinks it looks cute on me (and he called me his bud)
Survivor on Sunday...9-12 yipee.
my hair is "copper blast"---quite orange indeed.

Pure

Statements of Pure Honesty Instructions:Write fifteen statements, Intended to different people.

Never tell which one is to who.

1. i miss you more than anyone, and more than you could ever imagine

2. what can i say? if i was a boy, we would be together

3. no one has ever treated me better than you.

4. you're arrogant, racist, egotistical, annoying and no one likes you. grow up. and everyone is too good for you. even your boots.

5. i'm sorry that we're not that close. it's just not easy for me

6. get wings to fly so that you can visit me

7. i'm glad we're friends, i'm glad we got over it, and i'm glad that we're so close

8. you compliment my stupidity, and my box is bigger than yours

9. you used me, you made me feel like crap, and you're lucky i even talk to you

10. i never want to see you again. ever.

11. creep.

12. i forgive you for what you did to me.

13. you're like a little sister to me, don't ever forget that

14. i wish things didn't end the way they did

15. you used to be there, you used to talk to me, you used to be my best friend...you used to care.

I'm bored..

Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.

1. Claire

2. Marcel

3. Jackie

4. Lauren

5. Kristyn

6. Paul

7. Greg

8. Jenni

9. Britt

10. Eymeric

11. Christine

12. Mike

13. Chris

14. Jordana

15. Rob

16. Danny

17. Skoch

18. Nav

19. Philip

20. Joey

21. Ryan

the interview:

1. How did you meet 14?

I babysit her from church

2. What would you do if you had never met 6?

I'd be lonley at school, and miss a lot of hugs.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?

I'd ask Britt what the heck she's doing dating 22 year olds.

4. Did you ever like 5?

I was her boyfriend for a couple of days once. I love her so much <3

5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?

No, not likely. they're different kinds of weird.

.6. Describe 8.

my wifey!! Jenni is sooper pretty and cool. yeah Grease! I've had oh-so-many awesome times with her!!

7. Do you think 13 is attractive?

I haven't really thought about it. I think I like his hair longer though.

8. Tell me something humiliating about 17?

I really don't know where to start. He isn't easily humiliated.

9. Do you know any of 4's family members?

Yes, I know her, her mother and her brother. we don't mention her dad.

10.What's 21's favorite colour?

I don't know, and I don't think it matters

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed they liked you?

I'd ask if she was feeling alright, hug her, and tell her that i'm sorry we can't be together (but I'd really just think she was on drugs..)

12. What language does 20 speak?

English

13. Who is 9 going out with?

Nobody, but she needs to tell a certain person that she likes him.

14. What is 2's favorite band?

Hopefully his own. I know he likes DragonForce.

15. Would you ever date 7?

We don't suit each other, so not likely, but Greg is totally awesome

16. Would you ever date 1?

hehe. oh Claire.

17. Is 11 single?

nope

18. Do you hate 21?

nope. but i don't like him as much as I used to.

19. What is 16's last name?

Waters

20. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 2?

It's funny you should ask...

20. What school does 3 go to?

Scarlett

21. Are number 7 & 8 best friends?

nope, but they are friends

22. Did 10 ever piss you off or make you cry?

yup. haha. yes very much so.

23. How long have you known 15?

about a week

24. What is 19's middle name?

Arthur

25. Who is more attractive.....13 or 20?

I'll have to go with 13

.26. What is 8's parents names?

I should know this. I believe it's Corinne...and dad is unknown.

Ring Ring

I'm going to learn...one day...eventually...how to think BEFORE I talk.

except when I don't think...that's when the funny things come out. haha.


WOaH!! You're hard!


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