Don't let me down

I've been doing extremely well keeping myself busy.

I don't like to just sit here doing nothing when I know there's a world all around me that I could be exploring.
I DO however want to explore and such with somebody.
I don't like to be alone. right now anyways. Sometimes I like it.

Current cd: Beatles Hits Reggae Style

Interesting. Weird, the way I like it. Chill and relaxing.

Please enjoy a can of FRESCAMD. It's quite tasty.

It's nearly 2 and I have no plans. no tears fall yet.

BUT I'm getting out this New Year's....for the FIRST TIME EVER. big deal.

Christmas will come...

I hate the fact that no matter how late I want to sleep in, I end up waking up sooper early anyways. It actually does get quite annoying...and I get sleepy and grumpy. Anyways.

Tradition was broken this year. That can be explained another time. Well it was in many ways considering this is Sunday, and Christmas isn't often on Sunday.

I'm going to buy myself a Buzz Lightyear tent from the Disney Store tomorrow. It will go in my room, and I will hide in it. Those are my intentions.

Maybe I'll even play dress up.

There are definately new socks on my feet...with cows.

Christmas is now.

Goodbye

Favorite of the day: Philip

These are definately not women's feet. But the most definately have the paint job of a woman. I am the marvellous artist and creator of the lovely nail design on today's fave.


I GOT MY NEW TRUMPET TODAY

You are allowed to admire it's fantabulous beauty.
Thank you to all of those who helped me out...especially Grandma and Grandpa.


Ha ha...suckers. I schooled you :P

Iced Tea

Favourite today: Ashley









Not because of the ice cream. Because you're always there for me....to sit on the floor, or cry in the hall. I think I like the floor better anyways. It's meant for the higher class people.

Ever since I met you on a cloudy Monday, I can't believe how much I love the rain...

so there was a girl, in her room, dancing in her underwear.
the next thing she knew, she had her period.
this was quite startling because 2 weeks ago that day, she got her period.
she only got a week off
that's depressing


everyone should feel bad for that girl.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!!!!!

yay for being 16. that's something we share...and funky slippers...and I guess how cool we are.

I'm pretty much working on my band history project that's due by 11:59 tonight. I'll totally be done it. I'm already 1/6th there. and that's a BIG deal.

Today was a cool day.

Ashley, I love you darlin' <3

Claire, you brighten my day...haha...apparently when we were in band today I said [out loud] that Mr Brown adds the sparkles in my eyes....(LUCKLY, Greg was the only person to hear that)....(it doesn't me ANYTHING)

Will, you're a very, very fun person....maybe sometimes you should turn off your phone though....annnnnd don't think so much. annnnnd wear jeans more often.

Favorite of the day: Will.

if you don't like it, then you don't take it [makes sense]

This might sound dumb [maybe] but I was all alone

Honest promise. You will be missed.

~Long and Lonely Road, Hawk Nelson

I met Austin today. He's a very nice person. His birthday is September 16th. Will thinks I like him. But the reality is, that Will looked fantastic today, and that's all that matters.

I've decided that being so tired is really fun. It also gives me an excuse to be stupid.

"I can do ANYTHING that I want to do"

"that' a girl!"

hahahahaha. today was a funny day.

Claire loves how creepy I am.

I almost kissed Ashley's neck.

Almost.

More of a sucking though. ha ha.

We both wanted it.

Social is an awkward place for that though.

Don't think about it too much.

Mom: you have nothing to worry about. It's just a funny thing that almost happened.

And no one should make any assumptions.

C:You need a boyfriend

A:Nawww

C:K, well then you need to stop writing me love notes

W: but...you're a girl, and you're a girl

C: Annnnnnd...she's open minded.

A: (laughing nervously) yyeeeeahhh...

Naturally, I'm the coolest person ever.

I walk [upstairs, ask to use the computer, get turned down, so I walk] into the living room (which doesn't make sense because no one really lives in there). My dad was reading the paper on the lazy boy chair thing...the recliner, as I look at the piano. The container [beside the piano containing the music books also] had the clown wig that I used for Halloween resting on top of it. A light went off in my head. I grabbed the wig, ran down to my room, put on my flashing clown nose, then the wig, and came back upstairs to play the piano. Dad, sitting there, not paying much attention asks, "Allison, why are you wearing a wig?" I [on the piano bench] turn to face him[on the recliner] , and he sees the flashing nose and shakes his head. I respond, "What??" "oh nothing, you're really weird, that's all." I silently agree and turn back to my music. Naturally, the first song that comes to mind, I play. Here are the lyrics:

Send in the Clowns

Isn't it rich?
Are we a pair?
Me here at last on the ground,
You in mid-air.
Send in the clowns.
Isn't it bliss?
Don't you approve?
One who keeps tearing around,
One who can't move.
Where are the clowns?
Send in the clowns.
Just when I'd stopped
Opening doors,
Finally knowing
The one that I wanted was yours,
Making my entrance again
With my usual flair,
Sure of my lines,
No one is there.
Don't you love farce?
My fault, I fear.
I thought that you'd want what I want -
Sorry, my dear.
But where are the clowns?
There ought to be clowns.
Quick, send in the clowns.
What a surprise.
Who could forsee
I'd come to feel about you
What you'd felt about me?
Why only now when i see
That you'd drifted away?
What a surprise.
What a cliche'.
Isn't it rich?
Isn't it queer?
Losing my timing this late
In my career?
And where are the clowns?
Quick, send in the clowns.
Don't bother - they're here.

~by Stephen Sondheim

And THAT my friends, is what makes me, Allison Sandra Brown, THE coolest person ever...do you not agree??

Yay band concert.

Stupid Santa hat. Totally old. Mr brown can do better than that


I feel like sleeping. I'm pretty much going to go do that.

Breanne gave me pants today. They make my bum look so cute.

Yes. That matters.

kay.

Everybody pray for Claire and her family.


And Will seems sad. Pray for him too.


And this girl named Emma. I don't know her, but she got stabbed.

Maybe High River too. There was some sort of fire there.

Ouch. I just bit my tongue.

I feel horrible.
I look terrible.
I'm lonely.
I'm cold.
And I just want to go back to bed.

Lonely, oh so lonely

I think right now, the only thing I need, is someone who cares to telephone me.

I'd feel this much better -----------------------------------------------------------------

C'est MOI!

This picture is decently emo.

I kinda laugh at it.

Please laugh with me.

yay fibre 1!!

So I'm home sick today. My voice is half existant, my nose is completely blocked, and every time I caugh a little bit of flem comes out. It's totally pleasant.
I'm mostly sad because I can't sing.
I'm also sad because Claire is sick too. That saddens me the most because she's not having the best time at all.
My random cough attacks are slightly amusing though.

I woke up, and the back door was wide open.

Either that was done on purpose to let me know that the alarm wasn't set on me (like yesterday)

OR

My little sister wants to let strangers in the house while I'm sleeping to kill me.

OR

Someone snuck in the house while the door was unlocked and i was sleeping, but forgot to close the door behind them when they came in. I could be killed any second. And My Fibre 1 cereal would be wasted.

Water melon rinds of the day.

If your life were a movie, what would the rating be?
If it's anything more than 14 A, are you happy with that?

Catch me when I fall
But need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone
I'm going down flames again.

-Going down flames, 3 doors down


Calm is utterly boring.
Music makes it happier.

I now eat Fibre 1 cereal. It isn't all bran. All bran tastes better.
Just because I'm not really healthy.

master resume

A: (talking about her resume) Laugh at this:
Physical Skills
· Using fingers quickly and accurately
· Using hands precisely
· Full body coordination
· Moving quickly
· Enduring physical work for long periods of time

P: all you need to add is that you can endure being on your back and knees for long periods of time and can triple tongue

A: you're funny

P: I knew I dated you for a reason



ouch

I am THE style

I look like this. Right now.

I am the new style.

Away From The Sun

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
Cause now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of livin' in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines to light the way for me
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again

-3 Doors Down



Think about it.

So I'm rated.

I decided that it would be interesting to see how my life would be rated. So this is me...rated.

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	4.5
Mind:	4.5
Body:	3.9
Spirit:	6.3
Friends/Family:	4.3
Love:	2.1
Finance:	3.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Laura's home!! :)

the funniest thing just happened. well i thought it was funny. I went to make hot chocolate...and the kettle looked empty...so I lifted it up really quickly to bring it to the sink...but there was actually water in it..so I ended up dumping it all over my head.
then when i went to pick it up off the counter (the mug of hot chocolate), i spilled a bunch of it on the floor. yay for me!!

I should have just had chocolate milk.

on the other hand... [you have different fingers]

K so I think for now I'm ok with it. Like he said...I need to move on with my life. As long as he's happy. And there are no regrets. On my side.

Watch your heals crush. Crushed. Uh oh!

They got back together.