Monday, November 20, 2006

Put on a happy face..there's always one more time.

like Snickers, guaranteed to satisfy.
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
trying hard not smile, though I feel bad.
It'll still be 2 days til we say we're sorry
I went out for coffee with Berkley today. It was nice.
I'm sick and I'm twisted, I'm broke and you can't fix it.
Everything I need is you. My beginning, my forever. Everything I need is you.

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Until the heavens come, til this life is done...

I'll be Here. There. and Everywhere.



.never know how much I love you.never know how much I care.


.FEVER.
Oh oo ohh ooo ohhh ooo ohhh.
Maybe I'm just supposed to be this lonely.
Upcoming Events:
Tuesday, November 21st: 5:30pm::Sloppy Joes
: Mine and Berkley's birthday. I have no plans
Thursday, December 7th: 7:00pm::Scarlett Winter Concert, Rozsa Centre
Friday, December 8th: Dress Rehearsal for I Witness
Saturday, December 9th: Dress Rehearsal for CYJO Winter Concert
: 6:00pm:: I Witness
Sunday, December 10th: Youth Singers Concert
Monday, December 11th: 7:00pm:: CYJO Winter Concert, Rozsa Centre
I'm excited for nothing.
Everytime I see you
I can see right through you
Knowing I could never change your mind.
I look into your eyes for the last time
I have realized for the first time
While everyone is around
I'll talk a moment
To let you know that I'm down
Have all my questions been ignored?
This time I'm walking out the door.
I don't know if I'll ever know why,
or hear the sound when angels cry
What you said to me late last night
I'll remember for the rest of my life.
Every night when I close my eyes
I see the way that you touch my life
and I want you to know that I'll always be right here.
Time stands still
So do I
leave me here
But for now
I will go
and I won't say nothing
Everytime I hear that sound
it reminds me that
you're always hanging around
have all my questions been ignored?
This time I'm walking out the door
I don't know if I'll ever know why,
or hear the sound when angels cry.
What you said to me late last night
I'll remember for the rest of my life.
Every night when I close my eyes
I see the way that you touch my life
and I want you to know that I'll always be right here.
Leave me here.
These are the days,
These are the moments
that pass us by.
We ask the questions,
but we never really find out why.
And I want you to know that I'll
always be right here.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Even when I know you're wrong..

5 hour phone conversations.

I remember. I won't forget either.

I will wait until you call my name out.
I'm ALMOST done All Blues. Almost. I have about 10 bars left to solidify. yay.
If you feel like sending my parents money so they can get me an iPod for my birthday...that would be pretty cool... [I know...ick...iPods....but I need one...]
(you can also talk to Britt, or Christine, or any of my other few friends.)
Have you ever been hated or discriminated against? I have.

Monday, November 06, 2006

Blue teeth

I just ate a lot of chocolate that I shouldn't have. Oh well.

I was going to think....but the last time I did that...I didn't like it very much....

I'm going nowhere and I'm going to take my time.
It's hard to say a healing word when your tongue is paralyzed.
I'm sorry that I'm not always there when I should be. It's just that sometimes I have to pay attention to myself.
I'm just not so good at picking the right times for that.

The girl with the hair.

Oh the jitter. Oh the bug. The Jitterbug.





Let the Joyous News Be Spread. Let the Joyous News be Spread. The Wicked Old Witch...At Last...Is Dead.


Coffee right now would be amazing. Actually. Or an Iced Cappucino with chocolate milk and whipped cream (but not from the Tim's on Southland and Elbow...their whipped cream is far too dense)

Oh. and I'm in the Christmas Play "I Witness" By Peter and Tim Robinson. tee hee. yay.


do re me fa so la ti do







Ugh. I almost didn't sleep at all last night. I was cold and shaking and scared. That's pretty much all I remember.

Friday, November 03, 2006

We all pick our noses.

I was thinking about hanging out with some friends....but it seems they all work during the only times I'm not busy....so tuesday, friday, saturday and sunday nights. Then I was thinking about my friends....and how none of them really know each other since I pretty much only have one from each place I go. that's ok though.



When there's a smile in your heart, there's no better time to start.


Think of all the joy you'll find when you leave the world behind and bid your fears goodbye



you can fly. in your dreams. if you really want to.
just don't come in my dreams...apparently people only die in those...



I miss my home.



beep, beep, beep, beep... yeah!