Vic Lewis. TOMORROW!

I'm utterly excited...so much so I invited some friends over to my house (not realizing, of course, that my room...and house, are complete disasters). I don't actually care, but for some strange reason, it matters to Mom.

I am drinking the biggest cup of hot chocolate (not to mention, the SWEETEST) I have ever had or made. This will definately help me stay up to clean my room and tidy up around the house for tomorrow. *gulps the bottom of the cup (always the most chocolatey)*

Unfortunately, I have been eating more chocolate lately than my body can handle...and my allergies are quite annoyingly kicking in.

Also. The knuckle of my right hand pointer finger is rather itchy.

I thought something was rather humorous today. I was listening to my Women & Songs 6 album after school, and there was a song by Joydrop. I take this to mean something like...a drop of joy perhaps. Or at least something along those lines. This song however, seemed to point in the opposite direction.

Sometimes Wanna Die

Don’t worry ‘bout one thing
Don’t worry 'bout nothin she said
I'm not gonna let this one go
Nobody’s on my side
Nobody seems to see how much,
How deep, how far these things can be
My eyes are dry and I,
My eyes are dry and
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, still wish that I could hold you
I, I, I sometimes wanna die
And everywhere I go
And everyone I see
Somehow
Almost sets me free
And the space where we meet
Is different from the rest
And I just can't seem to forget that
My eyes are dry and
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, still wish that I could hold you
I, I, I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna…
And you were at the start
And now you are the end
And you left me with nothing to defend
I need the voice of a good friend
Can't stop myself from laughing
No matter how sad
These things can be
These things can be
My eyes are bright and
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, still wish that I could hold you
I, I, still don’t even know you
I, I, I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
I sometimes wanna die
Yeah I sometimes wanna die…

See what I mean??