shiver shiver shake shake

so cold. so shakey. so confused.
maybe lack of food. maybe lack of sleep. maybe nervousness.

I have decided that some things can't stay the same. and not all change is good. not for the same thing. that wouldn't make any sense. but yes. those are my thoughts.

I don't know what I'm thinking right now. I don't know how I'm feeling right now. It's much too difficult to distinguish everything that's scurrying through my brain and invading my thoughts and emotions.

I wish that they were as distinct as the different colours. maybe I'm wearing a mask.