Now I find I've changed my mind, I've opened up the doors...

In other words, I'm ready. I'm ready as I'll ever be. I just wanted you to know that. I needed to get that out of me. So I'm sorry that I didn't say it to you. Paul found me today. I gave him a hug. I needed one. Thank you for the hug Paul. I'm in room 278 for that stupid pathways thing tomorrow. I hope I know someone else in there. So far no one else that I know is in that group. I really wanted to be with Mr. Brown. Not anyone else *sigh* oh well. it's only every 2 weeks anyways.