I like black and white, dream in black and white...

Today is fun like jello.

I'm in a particularly good mood.

The sermon this morning was about love.

I learned a lot.

My best friend just told me he hates me.

I'm really sad about this.

Sad is actually a really bad word to describe how I feel right now.

I was uncomfortable doing something for him, and now he's holding that against me, and won't be my friend until it's done.

I'm not going to compromise my morals for someone else.

I'm hurt that I meant that little to him.

I was told him that no matter how much he hates me, I'll love him.

I'll always love him.

I wish he could see that.

Maybe this is just one thing God wants me to get through.

I need to rely on Him.

I've been struggling with this lately.

I love doing things on my own, with no one's help.

But I guess I need to learn how to ask for help.

on a happier note.

I got a new coat, finally.

Thanks Mom.

I spent another 2 hours in Sears Electronics.

I watched Lemony Snicket's again.

I might get a job soon too.

I put in an application today.

and my resume is complete.

=)