Imaginary Tickles

Safe with you.

2007-01-30T20:02:00.000-07:00

So I've decided that staying home alone all day, watching depressing movies, eating popsicles and popcorn, and curling up on the couch wrapped in a blanket that has a distant scent of your boyfriend is a bad idea. Mostly just when you're sick. But you have to feel sorry for yourself since no one else will, right?

Although, attempting to eat spicey foods with a numb tongue is an interesting quest. you can't taste anything, but you feel the burning of the spices.

your feet are going to be on the ground. your head is there to move you around.

You've got all the right friends

I don't want to hang out with the friends that just aren't mine

I'm a jungleman.

You're fine, How am I?

2006-12-26T13:58:00.000-07:00

I just want you to know.
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you.

I've found a reason to show

The side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you.

Let me take you down

cause I'm going to strawberry fields

Nothing is real.

I can't believe I've never noticed my heart before.

Put on a happy face..there's always one more time.

2006-11-20T21:06:00.000-07:00

like Snickers, guaranteed to satisfy.

How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad

trying hard not smile, though I feel bad.

It'll still be 2 days til we say we're sorry

I went out for coffee with Berkley today. It was nice.

I'm sick and I'm twisted, I'm broke and you can't fix it.

Everything I need is you. My beginning, my forever. Everything I need is you.

Until the heavens come, til this life is done...

2006-11-15T19:39:00.000-07:00

I'll be Here. There. and Everywhere.

.never know how much I love you.never know how much I care.

.FEVER.

Oh oo ohh ooo ohhh ooo ohhh.

Maybe I'm just supposed to be this lonely.

Upcoming Events:

Tuesday, November 21st: 5:30pm::Sloppy Joes

: Mine and Berkley's birthday. I have no plans

Thursday, December 7th: 7:00pm::Scarlett Winter Concert, Rozsa Centre

Friday, December 8th: Dress Rehearsal for I Witness

Saturday, December 9th: Dress Rehearsal for CYJO Winter Concert

: 6:00pm:: I Witness

Sunday, December 10th: Youth Singers Concert

Monday, December 11th: 7:00pm:: CYJO Winter Concert, Rozsa Centre

I'm excited for nothing.

Everytime I see you

I can see right through you

Knowing I could never change your mind.

I look into your eyes for the last time

I have realized for the first time

While everyone is around

I'll talk a moment

To let you know that I'm down

Have all my questions been ignored?

This time I'm walking out the door.

I don't know if I'll ever know why,

or hear the sound when angels cry

What you said to me late last night

I'll remember for the rest of my life.

Every night when I close my eyes

I see the way that you touch my life

and I want you to know that I'll always be right here.

Time stands still

So do I

leave me here

But for now

I will go

and I won't say nothing

Everytime I hear that sound

it reminds me that

you're always hanging around

have all my questions been ignored?

This time I'm walking out the door

I don't know if I'll ever know why,

or hear the sound when angels cry.

What you said to me late last night
I'll remember for the rest of my life.
Every night when I close my eyes
I see the way that you touch my life
and I want you to know that I'll always be right here.

Leave me here.

These are the days,

These are the moments

that pass us by.

We ask the questions,

but we never really find out why.

And I want you to know that I'll

always be right here.

Even when I know you're wrong..

2006-11-08T20:13:00.000-07:00

5 hour phone conversations.

I remember. I won't forget either.

I will wait until you call my name out.

I'm ALMOST done All Blues. Almost. I have about 10 bars left to solidify. yay.

If you feel like sending my parents money so they can get me an iPod for my birthday...that would be pretty cool... [I know...ick...iPods....but I need one...]

(you can also talk to Britt, or Christine, or any of my other few friends.)

Have you ever been hated or discriminated against? I have.

Blue teeth

2006-11-06T17:42:00.000-07:00

I just ate a lot of chocolate that I shouldn't have. Oh well.

I was going to think....but the last time I did that...I didn't like it very much....

I'm going nowhere and I'm going to take my time.

It's hard to say a healing word when your tongue is paralyzed.

I'm sorry that I'm not always there when I should be. It's just that sometimes I have to pay attention to myself.

I'm just not so good at picking the right times for that.

The girl with the hair.

2006-11-06T12:49:00.000-07:00

Oh the jitter. Oh the bug. The Jitterbug.

Let the Joyous News Be Spread. Let the Joyous News be Spread. The Wicked Old Witch...At Last...Is Dead.

Coffee right now would be amazing. Actually. Or an Iced Cappucino with chocolate milk and whipped cream (but not from the Tim's on Southland and Elbow...their whipped cream is far too dense)

Oh. and I'm in the Christmas Play "I Witness" By Peter and Tim Robinson. tee hee. yay.

do re me fa so la ti do

Ugh. I almost didn't sleep at all last night. I was cold and shaking and scared. That's pretty much all I remember.

We all pick our noses.

2006-11-03T19:24:00.000-07:00

I was thinking about hanging out with some friends....but it seems they all work during the only times I'm not busy....so tuesday, friday, saturday and sunday nights. Then I was thinking about my friends....and how none of them really know each other since I pretty much only have one from each place I go. that's ok though.

When there's a smile in your heart, there's no better time to start.

Think of all the joy you'll find when you leave the world behind and bid your fears goodbye

you can fly. in your dreams. if you really want to.
just don't come in my dreams...apparently people only die in those...

I miss my home.

beep, beep, beep, beep... yeah!

Lost in a void...

2006-10-24T08:54:00.000-06:00

It has been 8 months and 2 days. yipee. 4 more months to go. that's exciting.

I'm quite lonely. quite. I'm eternally grateful for people such as Brittany, Jenni, Peter, Amanda, Berkley and Jonathan. Without those people it would just be me...

My hamster hasn't escaped for a few weeks. I think the cage is fixed, either that, or he's tired of falling off my 5 drawer high dresser. That must hurt...considering he's so small. Oh dear Sir Knightly. Oh well.

I just hiccoughed twice in a row*

We're supposed to get report cards today, but I'm not actually in a class, or on a list...so I defeinately don't have mine....it's like I'm a nobody to the school....

*it's usually only once.

I could go for some coffee right about now. I really could. if you want, you can bring me some.

COME TO MY JAZZ CONCERT.
This Wednesday, October 25th, 7pm, Dr. E.P. Scarlett's Theater. Come early for better seating!
---------------I even have more than one solo. I'm featured in a piece---------------------

You'll have a good time, I promise [unless there's a fat man beside you taking up half your seat who smells like smoke and talks the whole way through.] [but I'll be wearing red pants, so that should make it all better...]

I'm going to go before the bell does. [it's almost like a race, wait a second, it IS like a race (but I already know when the bell is going to ring, so I can win, for the first time in my life it WON'T be by sticking my chest out.)]

Speaking of..

2006-10-13T11:36:00.000-06:00

Anyone want to help me pay for that airplane ride?

I thought I knew the fun that it meant, but that changed. I think this fun will be just as good.

[If not better]

I'm waiting still for Gerry to contact me...it would be nice to know soon [about CYJO]

I'm so sad that I can't be in the Christmas play this year. Ever so sad.

Simone, I love you. Please post our pictures. Please.

Um, Just wondering, why don't the French Immersion students at my school count?

You're going to go to DisneyLand

2006-10-03T11:10:00.000-06:00

"An airplane ride soon in your future is going to bring you to fun"

yeah yeah yeah.

Back Again!

2006-09-09T12:07:00.000-06:00

Ok, well, seems like for now this is working....
This is pretty much a run down of my summer.

AMAZING.

Discovery Camp- The Krazy Kitty Katz: 2 Campers, 6 and 7, great kids, I love them.
Holiday 1- The Swimmers: 6 Campers, 7, also great kids, I love them.
Holiday 2- 8 Campers, 7 and 8, worst week, but mostly great kids, I love them.
Holiday 3- The Twinkies: 6 Campers, excellent week, I love them.
Teen Camp- 4 Campers, awesome week (with the campers), I'll never forget, I love them.
Music Camp- It was ok. I got my braces off. YAY! I lost my ring. BOO!
Huntsville- WOW. I had fun.
Territioral- I'm going back. every single year, until I'm too old.
First week of school- Meh.

ROLL ROLL ROLL and ROCK. CRAP.

2006-06-25T14:28:00.000-06:00

SOooooo...
Someone keeps bugging me to update this more [something to do with the fact that they like reading it?? I think that's WACK, but whatever] (Lando would be happy that I just said "WACK"...I'm so gangsta! [HA!])

Anyyyyyways....I really want the new Three Days Grace Album, but I don't think I'll be able to get it. There's also a pair of sandals at Old Navy that I would also like to purchase. Maybe soon.

I'll probably get my learner's this wednesday morning, I guess I should start studying for the test.

I'm busy right now, with plans to see a different person every day. I actually like it quite a lot. People want to see me before I go away to camp (that's this friday you know...) I'm glad though, because when Marcel get's back from Slovakia (I'm learning that language, it sure is exciting. I can count to 5 forwards and backwards and I can also say a few other words too, like please and thank you. ask me to say them sometime, I would like that) July 19th, he's going to get a bunch of friends together (BRITT: you need to get your phone number to him so he can invite you too, ask me for his email address) to come camping for a weekend. I think that would be sooper cool.

[ps. today we've been dating for 2 months]

I got my new roller blades too...they're sooper dooper sweet, I'm pretty excited about that. I've been in them everyday since (yay) [thanks for taking me home to get them today, Joey]

I had something else to say, but I really don't remember what it was.

So basically if you want to stalk me this week, this is what I'm going to be doing:::::

::Sunday(today)::making cds (sitting at the computer) and cleaning my room, and reading to get my learner's
::Monday(tomorrow)::going to ortho, then Mark and Jenni are coming over at noon, Mark's leaving at 4, and I don't know about Jenni, we haven't discussed it.
::Tuesday(tomorrow's tomorrow)::Packing, studying for learner's, sleeping then hanging out with Danny (we haven't really made plans though...so we're not sure what we're going to do)
::Wednesday(a bunch of days from now)::getting my learner's, then Matt's coming over at noon, then we're meeting with Telly and going to her house for a bunch of hours
::Thursday(the day before I leave)::packing some more, doing last minute cleaning, Telly's party
::Friday(the day I leave)::leaving at 9AM

have fun stalking me!! (I know you will Claire::ps. he's not a virgin, but I don't think he wants to be used. I could give you his email if you want it. I remember that you leave soon. I'm going to miss you the most I think. You and Greg and Paul and Britt)

Happy Birthday to...

2006-06-13T13:48:00.000-06:00

Calrin, Simone, Anne, Fraser, Sarah, Chris, Kristy, David, Delaney, Ashlin, Justin, Claire, Marcel, Jarett, Robbie, and Christine...HAPPY BIRTHDAY. (they all have birthdays this month)

I'm about to do a presentation, so that's what I will go to do.

Yay for yearbooks.

(today is Claire's birthday. 18. yay)

EXAMS

2006-06-12T14:34:00.000-06:00

2 down, 3 to go. It's going to be alright.

I can't do camp. I can't do it. There's only one way. J-E-S-U-S.

My foot is still hurting. There's nothing wrong though, I don't think.

Thanks for caring though.

I wish I had time for people. I have too many things going on.

[ps. if anyone wants to hang out with me anytime soon....well....I've got like 3 weeks from now open....if you want to help me pack for camp...]

Counting.... votes?

2006-06-08T09:14:00.000-06:00

There's a lot of birthday's this month.

And a lot of counting.

I'm excited to get away this weekend. I really like getting away. I'll have to do a bunch of studying during freetime though.

LAUREN. I love you.

Do I Have Yours?

2006-05-30T13:59:00.000-06:00

no, no you don't. monday. monday you'll get it.

he doesn't like him either. that's fantastic.

everyone here right now is so unimpressive.

I want a bottle of Coca Cola.

Buzz, Buzz, Tuxedo.

2006-05-25T09:26:00.000-06:00

It only took me from 4:45 to 7:30 last night to do Christine's nails for grad. Not bad I don't

think.

Both of her parents thought that she was wearing fake nails. Oh Yeah. I'm just that good.

I'm going to a real party. for the first time. that's probably exciting. I'll know once I get there.

Jazz performance tonight. It's going to be tough in the specific attire. So tough. I will survive. ya

Yesterday I made Hamlet, the great Dane, look like a danish puked up. it was harsh.

Today is a month.

The beginning of a dream.

Since the day it started.

yipee.

I know for sure that's exciting.

Fo Shizzle.

cookies and a broken microwave.

2006-05-24T11:23:00.000-06:00

It seems that once there aren't parents at home everything starts going wrong.

I'm never going to get my braces off.

I guess I'll have to get used to them being my best friends for life.

There's nothing better I could wish for than a mouth full of metal.

We're doing fine though, and I'm busy endlessly.

Life might slow down

...in September...

All those blazzy jues....

2006-05-18T10:05:00.000-06:00

I'm angry with people right now.

does "partner work" mean you do it on your own?

...last time I checked, it didn't...

It frustrates me that people are so disrespectful of others, but there's really nothing I can do about other people's immaturity.

The work is done now anyways.

I really want to go to a 60's dance party. Any one up for that?

I'm ok with the fact that, once again, I look like a tomato. I think maybe the look suits me. It goes well with my hair anyways.

Dad should start his own smoothie business.

They taste better than those of Orange Julius.

I Will.

2006-05-18T09:23:00.000-06:00

he has a trampoline, and I like to bounce.

it's as simple as that.

ta-ka-ta-ka tee-kee-tee-kee

2006-05-17T11:02:00.000-06:00

I'm eating nachos with cheese sauce. It's spicey, and I wasn't expecting that.

Our concert last night was satisfactory. We didn't do very well with Tocatta, but Rhaspsody In Blue was amazing. AJ is just that fantastic. My solos were ok. the first was better than the second.
Marcel won the citizenship award, I was proud of him, he really deserves it. Every word Mr. Brown said about him was true. [yay!]
I was also happy that Laura came to the concert, it made me feel special that she was supporting me like that.

As far as memorizing Hamlet goes, I did it, and it only took another 2 and a half hours.
I shut off my light about 2:10 am this morning once I finished it. I'm quite pleased with myself that I was able to pull it off, hopefully I don't have to present it today. It would indeed be nice to have another night to make it solid and well-learnèd. -teehee-

Oh Sweet Jesus

2006-05-16T11:21:00.000-06:00

Brittany walked across the hall...THEN SHE WALKED BACK!!!
I AM not allowed to do that.
maybe it's because she's 17 now or something.
that must be it.

I'm buying her present as soon as I fix my bed head and my mother puts not pyjamas on.

tonight: band concert, 7 pm, Craigie Hall, 7$ at the door.
be there, or...you know the rest of that...or be a pancake.

it's time to eat.
oh and i've done some memorizing:
o, what a rogue and peasant slave am I!
Is it not monstrous that this player here
but in a fiction, in a dream of passion,
could force his sould to his own conceit
that from her working all [his] visage wanned,
tears in his eyes, distractions in his aspects...

that's all i know for now.

yay new cds.

Oh.

2006-05-13T21:58:00.006-06:00

I've been blessed.

A lovely boyfriend.
A rebate cheque for $125.
A 512MB SD card.
A flight to Ontario.

And I only had to pay for one of them.

Ode to Hercules...the Caterpillar

2006-05-13T21:58:00.005-06:00

Life ended so young and
eaten by ants so bitter
Life ended so soon
for Hercules the Caterpillar

Death on the sidewalk,
red ants all around.
Death in the sunshine,
completely unsound.

We tried to rescue him,
spare his dear life.
We tried to save him,
from such strife.

Failure took over
from an attempt to save.
Failure of life,
for one so brave.

This is how girly I am...

2006-05-13T21:58:00.001-06:00

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?

I was running in high-heeled shoes, and I fell on a rock, and it got stuck in my knee (I was about 9 years old)

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?

Pictures, posters, a grass mat covered in key chains, art, clothes, writing, mirrors, words, pop eye boxes, more pictures, pretty much anything to cover the walls.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?

It's silver.

4. WHAT MUSIC ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

Divided. heck yes!

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?

11:06 pm

6.WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.

Chocoalte milk. I think.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?

Huntsville

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?

4 things...my blankie, my snoopy pillow, sydney and my trumpet

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SMELL?

Vanilla and gasoline

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?

yes

11. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?

yes

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?

Chantal

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?

I have no idea

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?

it depends on how good it looks on that particular guy

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?

Maybe when I'm parachuting. or if he made a movie about our relationship with like puppets or something then at the end he has the guy puppet asking the girl puppet to marry him (the girl puppet would be me), that would be pretty awesome. I would really like that actually, seeing as I don't parachute.

16.COFFEE OR ENEGY DRINK?

coffee

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?

meat and mushrooms

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

i want pizza now

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?

Probably Fraser. He's still alive.

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?

Yes

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):

a pin

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?

yes

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?

There's no such thing as being double jointed...so no I'm not, but I do have some sooper flexibility in my left thumb joint

24. FAVOURITE CLOTHING BRAND?

Suzy Shier

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?

Shelby Cobra

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?

I don't think I would be able to stop loving them

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?

with words

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?

blondes...

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?

283-6159

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?

people

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF CANADA?

Yes

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?

knees

36. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE?

Huntsville

37. FIRST JOB?

Kitchen Staff at Pine Lake Camp (after a million babysitting jobs and I was a tutor for a while)

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?

nope

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?

Blogging, listening to music, chatting...and doing homework.

40.IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?

I wouldn't

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?

Lisa did first, and I like Lisa

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?

My hair

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?

Write politicians and say that they're making some religious traditions illegal, and they shouldn't mess with christian laws because anyone who is christian will follow what God says, not human laws.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?

A plane ticket

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?

2 or 3

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?

no. well, my dog.

57. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?

No, I pray

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?

these ones (the bolded ones) \

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?

thursday night

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?

yes i do

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?

Maybe ham, but i'm not sure

52. ANY BAD HABITS?

yes

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?

hmm. Eminem? it probably would have been Simple Plan, but I gave that one away

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?

Totally, I'm so awesome

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?

yes

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?

sometimes

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?

Claire, Brittany or Christine, or anyone I don't like (so that they get grumpy)

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?

the school....

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?

yes

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?

my straws kit. and jazy jewelry, and barbies. jasmine and I played barbies until we were 12 and 13

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?

maybe 64.5

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?

no, I never, ever use sarcasm.

64. EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?

yes

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A BOY/GIRL?

kindness and respect

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?

Al, Allie, Alli-Gator, Spoony, Toes, Cherry Tomato...

67. DO YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?

Yes

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?

yes

369. WHO IS YOUR CRUSH?

not telling..kidding...Marcel..

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM FLAVOUR?

Moose tracks, heavenly hash, chocolate.

71. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT ON A DATE?

it was a friday, and I'll be on one tomorrow

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLOURS?

Lime green, orange and red.

73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?

700

74. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?

Stephen, always

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?

I don't really care. sure.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?

Jodi-Divided

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?

7 oatmeal chocolate chip cookies

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?

Jenni

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?

Everything on their head, and clothes (since that's really all I see)

80. FAVOURITE SONG:

I think there are like 37 on my list right now.

81. FAVOURITE THING TO HATE:

coat hangers

82. FAVOURITE DRINKS?

Chocolate milkshakes, coffee, hot chocolate and root beer

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN:

it doesn't matter to me

84. FAVOURITE SPORTS?

badminton and hockey

85. HAIR COLOUR?

something unnatural

86. EYE COLOUR?

blue or green

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?

88. SIBLINGS?

yes

89. FAVOURITE MONTH?

august

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?

i don't know

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?

America's Funniest Home Vidoes. (it's only because American's are dumb that way)

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?

both

95. KISSES OR HUGS?

both

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?

relationships

99. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?

Hamlet, Desecration, Great Expectations, Psalms, Bousille et les Justes

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?

There's probably someone somewhere. I don't know if I've met them yet though.

DO IT!

2006-05-13T21:58:00.000-06:00

I _____ Allison
Allison is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Allison I would _____.
I think Allison should _____.
Allison needs _____.
I want to ____ with Allison.
Allison can ____ my ____.
Allison will _____.
Worst thing about Allison is _____.
Best thing about Allison is _____.
Allison reminds me of _____.
Without Allison __________.
Allison can be _____.
When I met Allison____________
I am ________ with Allison.
I get _____every time I see Allison
Allison makes me feel all_______inside.
I think Allison is_______.
I think Allison should ________ with me.
Allison and I are _______.
I want to _____ Allison
Allison is my _______.

That's unfortunate.

2006-05-12T12:01:00.000-06:00

DYB is done. it's over, nothing else this year....and knowing the people in it this year, it will likely not be in existance next year. But just so everyone is clear, this is my own opinion. the only solid facts are that there are no more rehearsals, we're still without a leader, and we're not playing and the FORWARD 2006 event. Should I advertise for that? Should I be glad that other youth events were cancelled for this HUGE and GREAT event? It's too bad that there's nothing going on for youth across our division. it's a real shame.

on a happier note:
a nice little old lady gave me some pretty jewelry, that was friendly of her.
Claire's field hockey team is doing an amazing job, mostly because she's a fabulous goaly.
I'm "editing" some friendships.
Marcel is coming over after school today, and we're having a picnic with Laura.
Quench is at Glenmore tomorrow night. I thought about going, then I realised that no one other than Carlin and I (with a friend each) went to the Quench at our church. We get no support from other corps. I might not go. This also means that the 20 dollar fun night will be moved to 2 weeks from now.
Joey gave me a Mad Caddies CD last evening, and I like it a lot.

on a more serious note:
I slept no more than 2 hours last night.
Could everyone please pray for Chantal and Steven.
School is overwhelming and I don't like people. [with some exceptions]
everyone should come to the band concert next week. it's on tuesday, the 16th, at 7pm in Craigy Hall (U of C). Tickets are 7 dollars at the door. we're playing some great music...and I have solos (that in itself makes it worth it to go)
I hate that I have 5 exams this semester, but I'll survive them, since I can only study for 2 of them.
I don't like coat hangers.

on a goofy note:
I need to get Chantal's bra back to her.
I covered my laundry hampers with stuffed animals because I was too lazy to put all the clean clothes away.
It was too late for me to use the vacuum at 3 in the morning, so I picked all the little bits off the floor with my hands.
I'm looking forward to brownies.
my boyfriend is a rockstar, and a cheese puff.
Austin likes my hair, he thinks it looks cute on me (and he called me his bud)
Survivor on Sunday...9-12 yipee.
my hair is "copper blast"---quite orange indeed.

Pure

2006-05-04T21:37:00.000-06:00

Statements of Pure Honesty Instructions:Write fifteen statements, Intended to different people.

Never tell which one is to who.

1. i miss you more than anyone, and more than you could ever imagine

2. what can i say? if i was a boy, we would be together

3. no one has ever treated me better than you.

4. you're arrogant, racist, egotistical, annoying and no one likes you. grow up. and everyone is too good for you. even your boots.

5. i'm sorry that we're not that close. it's just not easy for me

6. get wings to fly so that you can visit me

7. i'm glad we're friends, i'm glad we got over it, and i'm glad that we're so close

8. you compliment my stupidity, and my box is bigger than yours

9. you used me, you made me feel like crap, and you're lucky i even talk to you

10. i never want to see you again. ever.

11. creep.

12. i forgive you for what you did to me.

13. you're like a little sister to me, don't ever forget that

14. i wish things didn't end the way they did

15. you used to be there, you used to talk to me, you used to be my best friend...you used to care.

I'm bored..

2006-05-03T19:19:00.000-06:00

Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head? Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.

1. Claire

2. Marcel

3. Jackie

4. Lauren

5. Kristyn

6. Paul

7. Greg

8. Jenni

9. Britt

10. Eymeric

11. Christine

12. Mike

13. Chris

14. Jordana

15. Rob

16. Danny

17. Skoch

18. Nav

19. Philip

20. Joey

21. Ryan

the interview:

1. How did you meet 14?

I babysit her from church

2. What would you do if you had never met 6?

I'd be lonley at school, and miss a lot of hugs.

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?

I'd ask Britt what the heck she's doing dating 22 year olds.

4. Did you ever like 5?

I was her boyfriend for a couple of days once. I love her so much <3

5. Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?

No, not likely. they're different kinds of weird.

.6. Describe 8.

my wifey!! Jenni is sooper pretty and cool. yeah Grease! I've had oh-so-many awesome times with her!!

7. Do you think 13 is attractive?

I haven't really thought about it. I think I like his hair longer though.

8. Tell me something humiliating about 17?

I really don't know where to start. He isn't easily humiliated.

9. Do you know any of 4's family members?

Yes, I know her, her mother and her brother. we don't mention her dad.

10.What's 21's favorite colour?

I don't know, and I don't think it matters

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed they liked you?

I'd ask if she was feeling alright, hug her, and tell her that i'm sorry we can't be together (but I'd really just think she was on drugs..)

12. What language does 20 speak?

English

13. Who is 9 going out with?

Nobody, but she needs to tell a certain person that she likes him.

14. What is 2's favorite band?

Hopefully his own. I know he likes DragonForce.

15. Would you ever date 7?

We don't suit each other, so not likely, but Greg is totally awesome

16. Would you ever date 1?

hehe. oh Claire.

17. Is 11 single?

nope

18. Do you hate 21?

nope. but i don't like him as much as I used to.

19. What is 16's last name?

Waters

20. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 2?

It's funny you should ask...

20. What school does 3 go to?

Scarlett

21. Are number 7 & 8 best friends?

nope, but they are friends

22. Did 10 ever piss you off or make you cry?

yup. haha. yes very much so.

23. How long have you known 15?

about a week

24. What is 19's middle name?

Arthur

25. Who is more attractive.....13 or 20?

I'll have to go with 13

.26. What is 8's parents names?

I should know this. I believe it's Corinne...and dad is unknown.

Ring Ring

2006-05-03T10:58:00.000-06:00

I'm going to learn...one day...eventually...how to think BEFORE I talk.

except when I don't think...that's when the funny things come out. haha.

WOaH!! You're hard!

Oh fAntAstIc

List #55- Things that make me happy

2006-04-28T17:18:00.000-06:00

1] Dancing 2] Sloppy Joes 3] Ice Cream 4] Popsicles 5] Walking 6] Listening to music 7] Snow Angels 8] Perfect Snow Flakes 9] Laughing 10] Kurt 11] Hugging Paul 12] Seeing Smile 13] Yellow Tulips 14] Chocolate Bars 15] Leaning Against Someone 16] Playing My Trumpet 17] The Beatles 18] Making Lists 19] Writing on my Wall 20] Laughing with Christine 21] Spending Time with Philip 22] Ruby 23] Jazz 24] Mr. Calqhoun 25] Bubble Gum 26] Baths 27] Kisses 28] Sydney 29] Being in my Room 30] Meeting New People 31] Chomping Carrots 32] Skipping in the Halls 33] Kicking Fluffy Snow 34] Ashley 35] Youth Group 36] Hugs ‘n’ Kisses 37] Platopi 38] Kangaroos 39] Red Pandas 40] Going to the Zoo 41] Finger Painting 42] Dressing Up 43] Getting my Hair Cut 44] Colorful Bandaids 45] Boys Who Keep Promises 46] Bubbles 47] Chicken Little 48] Quoting Movies 49] Kaitlyn's Laugh 50] Cuddling 51] Jenni Dumping Water On Eymeric 52] Laughing in Legal with Brittany 53] "Solutions, Acids, Bases, and Gases" 54] Jake 55] Being Told I'm Beautiful 56] "wtf?!?! You're Single?!?!" 57] Photographs 58] Coloring 59] Tin Foil 60] Keychains 61] Cheese Strings 62] Popcorn Wraps 63] Stuffed Animals 64] Casette Tapes 65] Mixed CDs 66] Old Couples 67] Purple 68] Brown 69] Lime Green 70] Dad’s Kisses 71] Clock Radios 72] Writing on Thi ngs 73] Making New Friends 74] When Someone Calls Me By Name 75] Gettinga Letter in the Mail 76] Singing Along to the Radio 77] Babies 78] Puppies 79] Fish 80] Animal Crackers 81] Peanut Butter 82] Hot Chocolate 83] White Chocolate 84] Soft Kleenex 85] Colors 86] Home-Made Cards 87] Clean Laundry 88] This Number 89] Underwear 90] The # 80—Looks Like a Broken Snowman 91] Doodling 92] Zippers 93] Ponies 94] Treat Bags 95] Birthday Parties 96] New Year’s Kisses 97] Grandma Mae 98] Playing Dress Up 99] Coffee 100] Chocolate Coconut Cream Pie 101] The Way Mike Says “Hello Allison” 102] Aisha 103] Feeling the Breath of Someone I Care About On My Neck 104] Car Rides 105] Dinopops 106] Painting My Nails 107] Wearing Slippers 108] Chemistry 109] Being Flattered 110] Oldies 111] Squiggles 112] Claire 113]Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough 114] Soft Blankets 115] Bumble Bees 116] Butterflies 117] Feeling Pretty 118] When Someone’s Really There 119] Lisa 120] Walking in the Snow 121] Reading a Good Book 122] Fuzzy Blankets 123] Beanie Buddies 124] High-heeled Shoes 125] Some Boys 126] Mr. Valleau 127] Tea 128] “dude” 129] Joey’s Game 130] Great Mig Sea 131] Giggling 132] Survivor Bible Study 132] Danny 133] Grease 134] Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy 135] Toast 136] Skoch 137] Jessie 138] Fortune Cookies 139] How Weird Jory Is 140] Staples 141] Ribbon 142] Cute Boys 143] Nathan 144] Glow Sticks 145] Being Cozy Warm 146] Happy Dreams 147] Moolattes 148] Talking to Henry 149] Getting Telephone Calls 150] Triangles 151] Talking to Philip 152] Freezies 153] Remote Controls 154] Bruce Almighty 155] numbers 156] Lauren 157] Tea 158] Valentines 159] Scarves 160] Mittens 161] Steve's Sermons 162] Jordana 163] Oliver 164] Veggie Tales 165] Peppers 166] "You Have a Shoe, and I Have a Pot, But When You Look Deeper There's More That We've Got" 167] Sleeping 168] Philip's Laugh 169] Nav 170] Bounty Bars 171] Sitting Cross-Legged 172] Laying on the Floor 173] The Wars 174] Dimes 175] Mushrooms 176] Dates 177] Mountains 178] Drawings by Little Kids 179] Googley-Eyes 180] *E-mac* 181] Tristan Who Grows His Hair 182] Winnie the Pooh 183] Slinkees 184] Light Bulbs 185] Paint Brushes 186] Pineapple 187] Movies 188] Chinese Food 189] Dresses 190] A Boat Like Gideon Brown 191] Getting out of the House 192] Meeting [nice] Hot/Cute Boys 193] Paul194] Hiccoughs 195] My Favourite Pair of Socks 196] M&M's Peanuts 197] Slippers 198] Roller Blading 199] Flowers 200] The Smile On His Face When He's Looking into My Eyes 201] Wild Animals 202] South Meadows 203] My Room 204] Staplers 205] Being Relaxed 206] Spring Break 207] Legal Studies 208] No Homework 209] Getting Excited 210] Clean Clothes 211] Making Things 212] Dad's Coated Variety Pack Oatmeal Cookies 213] Being Outside 214] Dr. Pepper 215] Barg's Root Beer 216] Icicles 217] Cookie Crumbs 218] My Trumpet 219] Dancing With Somebody 220] Talking to Lauren 221] Laughing With Lauren 222] Spiders 223] Stickers 224] Old Phrases 225] Sleeping Through the Night 226] Kristyn 227] Phirsts With Philip 228] Lauren 229] Hair Curlers 230] Stephen 231] Stephen 232] Stephen 233] Stephen 234] Stephen 235] Stephen 236] Stephen 237] Stephen 238] Stephen 239] Stephen 240] Stephen 241] Hiking 242] Daniel 243] Pretty Writing 244] Substitute Teachers 245] Maegan seeting Me Up With People (Mostly Boys) 246] Cotton Candy 147] Coffee 248] The Telephone 249] Gasoline 250] Kentucky Fried Chicken 251] Bus Rides 252] Deoderant 253] Hairspray 254] Smooth Teeth 255] Binders 256] Duotangs 257] Tiaras 258] Emma 259] Hot Chocolate 260] Chocolate Chip Cookies 261] Whipped Cream 262] Krispie Kreme Doughnuts 263] Welby 264] Christian Boys (Real Ones) 265] French Fries 266] Cute Poems 267] Interesting Facts 268] Alligators 269] Airplanes 270] Labs 271] Sesame Street 272] Granola Bars 273] Getting Picked Up For Dates 274] Making T-Shirts 275] Comfortable Bras 276] Jones Bottles 278] Valentine's Day Cards 279] Boy Chats with Maegan 280] Hamburger Helper 281] Getting My Homework Done On Time or Early 282] Being Flattered 283] Tooth Brushes 284] Gum 285] Tooth Paste 286] Elmo 287] Things Going Greatly 288] Being Young 289] Change 290] Tan Lines 291] Bikinis 292] Joey 293] Class Discussions 294] Tattoos 295] S'mores 296] Cameras 297] Starbucks 298] MSN 299] Chicken Noodle Soup 300] The Incredibles 301] Easter Candy 302] Cadbury Cream Eggs 303] Sir Knightly 304] Clean Hands 305] Shaving gel 306] Whipped Cream 307] Lucky Charms 308] Getting Away From Home 309] Pennies and Dimes 310] Matches 311] Tin Cans 312] Jesus 313] French Fries 314] Danny's Hugs 315] Holding Hands 316] Toes 317] Crash 318] Lando 319] Paul 320] Suit Cases 321] Back Packs 322] Cheese Buns 323] Cinnamon rolls 324] Dad 325] Mutes 326] Buddy 327] Greg 328] Marcel 329] Chocolate Covered Peanuts 330] Airpants 331] Kathleen 332] Chewing Gum 333] Paper 334] The Gr. 12s 335] Jackie 336] Manwhiches 337] Fuzzy Peaches 338] Hockey 339] Finisheing Something 340] Inside Jokes 341] Electrical Outlets 342] Graphing Calculators 343] Pirates 344] Friendly People 345] Johnny Depp 346] Interesting People 347] Wearing a Ring 348] Grace 349] Brittany 350] Platform Maze 351] Captain Keen 353] Johnny 353] Concerts

do YOU have an internal vacuum?

2006-04-28T11:49:00.000-06:00

woo I'm excited to go hiking tonight. I haven't been out for a couple of weeks. I wish my knees weren't hurting though, it's a pain in the [legs].

people are playing annoying songs right now. I want to play some divided, but my computer has no sound.

that's frustrating.

Laura says Marcel looks like an underfed rock star...that's a good thing.

the article/interview about me in the paper is funny. they quoted me directly for most of it. "fantastically fun"

hehe.
bleh

yipee!

2006-04-27T10:01:00.000-06:00

so Marcel asked me out.....
......and now we're dating.

Just thought I would let everyone know.

That's about all I have to say about that.

[so, I will be putting a ring on when I get home]

SunPeaks Tour 2006

2006-04-25T13:33:00.000-06:00

--"well...you put the plug in the electrical outlet..." ~me--

--"where's Ashley? Oh, she's putting her underwear away." ~Breanne--

--"I wear a C-cup. That size doesn't exist in Jr. High" ~Claire--

--"here, use my belt, you can give it back later" ~Claire--

--"I have nothing against him, except that he's an ass...and he should apologize to me"~me--

--"Our stupidity compliments each other" ~me--

--"I wonder if I can fit this pop can in my mouth!" "Claire can do it"~me--

--"can I try some cake?" "yup, it's yummy" "WOW!" "i know, like an orgasm for the mouth" "this is amazing!" "Claire should have some, it will get her fluids going" ~Marcel~me--

--"you compliment my stupidity"~me to Britt--

--"So I know this boy who wlaks up to me, farts, then leaves"~me--

--"Everywhere you go smells!"~me--

--"I'm in the bottom bunk, so come rape me" ~Claire--

--"why aren't we dating?" "because you're not a lesbian" "oh yeah!" ~Claire and me--

--"I'll kick your ass so hard you'll get pregnant" ~me--

--"I'm going to the bathroom, if I'm not back in 3.5 seconds, Will come find me" ~Claire--

--"So does she want to do the cheesecake?" ~Claire--

--"Hi Mr. Jewitt! We're watching junior high girls!" ~Marcel--

--"Blues brothers turn me on" ~Claire--

--"The doctors thought I had ADD but my parents were all like fuck that shit" ~Mike--

--"Oh no you diin't" ~Claire--

to my "sole" friend

2006-04-17T20:01:00.000-06:00

Lauren wins the prize.

i would give you the caring friend who is always there to listen, even when you have your own crap going on in your life
i would give you the crazy fun friend who is always willing to look like a fool dancing crazy and painting on each other's faces
i would give you the other crazy friend who will always sing along to shania and veggie tales
i would give you the fragile friend who is sensitive and it's always lovely to care for
i would give you the grumpy pmsing friend who knows how to shut the world out, but who also understands when i need to shut the world out
i would give you the serious friend who knows when something's not right, and even though you don't always have advice, you try to cheer me up anyways
i would give you the goofy friend who can laugh with me over msn
i would give you the girly friend who helps me do my hair and makeup over msn
i would give you the girly gossipy friend who always wants to hear about the latest male interest and sometimes even talk about her own
i would give you the great music taste friend who is always willing to listen to new music and try somethng new
i would give you the prize for best friend for knowing me as well as i know myself, and maybe even better than i know myself.

thank you Lauren

2006-04-15T16:14:00.000-06:00

today Claire and I were walking.
we saw a car, the steering wheel was in the passenger's seat, same with the driver.
he was hot.

If we're adding to the noise, turn off this song.

2006-04-11T16:21:00.000-06:00

I like sharpies.

I'd like to go hiking again soon. I'm going on band tour. that's exciting. i need to remember to bring 12 dollars to school for that, and 25 for Big Phat Band, and 6 for Hamlet.

everyone should go to Philip's blog to see pictures and a video of me. http://http://www3.telus.net/climbingkid/index_f.htm

Birthday Mania.

2006-04-05T13:14:00.000-06:00

Yesterday was Ryan's (Beadle) and Peter's (Robinson) birthdates. Today is Ryan (Edgar).

We had a surprise party for Peter yesterday. It was sooper exciting. We had a pot luck dinner at the Robinson home (notice how I didn't say Goulding this time). I made Shepherd's pie. ALL by myself. Fantastic. It was a fine time for dining and talking, laughing and ...drinking punch?

I'm excited for Moonlight Knights. I've brought in a lot of donations for my group (my parents have helped a lot with that). Philip's hair is fantastic, and he will be the best date I've ever had for this event.

Danny asked me what he should wear, so did Paul. I didn't tell either of them that though (they're brothers) I wanted to make them match. Danny argued that pink doesn't look good on him, and Paul argued that he didn't have any pink shirts. that's alright.

I might dance with Danny, if he asks like he said he was going to.

[MOM: DANNY IS PAUL'S LITTLE BROTHER. PAUL PLAYS THE TRUMPET AND THE PIANO.]

When I get home, I'm hoping to get $10 from a parent so that I can go to Skoch's concert tonight.

Everybody go to www.purevolume.com/Divided1985

Jodi is my personal favourite.
I might have trouble getting to the College though, on my own. Or I could just be like Hedley and always be on my own. HAHA.

SPRING BREAK 2006

2006-04-02T20:11:00.000-06:00

So RUN DOWN of everything I did for this spectacular spring break. the most ACTION-PACKED one I've ever had.

Friday, March 24th-I didn't go anywhere. I chilled at home, did a bit of homework. I talked on the phone with several people as well.

Saturday, March 25th- Snowshoeing in Kananaskis Country with Philip, David, Amber, Chris, Brad, Steph, Steve, Joel and Jacob. We saw a lynx. it was so fluffy. I then went to Banff with Philip and David, hoping to meet up with Alicia and the gang, but that didn't happen.
We got Greek food for dinner. I didn't really like it. There was lamb in it.
Firsts for the day: seeing a lynx, snowshoeing, greek food, lamb

Sunday, March 26th-Church was exciting. The sermon was "A New Way To Be Human VI". I worked on homework and relaxed for most of the day. Philip called me to plan our hiking trip.
Firsts for the day: I didn't have coffee at church for the first time this year.

Monday, March 27th-Philip picked me up at 8:17 am (he was 17 minutes late...but that doesn't seem to matter because we aren't dating). We hiked Prairie Mountain. The hike was from 9:30 to 6:00pm. I was tired, but nothing could have stopped me, not even a bear. After the hike, we came home, (yes, Philip with me) we had tacos for supper [oddly, the same meal we had the last time philip was over], and then after planning our hike for tuesday, we looked at photographs on my wall, then watched the first 20 minutes of Madagascar.
Firsts for the day: Reached my first mountain summit (2175 meters), first hike of the year, someone wet in my room just to look at pictures

Tuesday, March 28th-Philip and I left the house at 8 o'clock am. We hiked Porcupine creek. This was a much less difficult and strenuous hike, so I considered it QUITE relaxing compared to Monday's adventure. We were hiking from 10am until 3:30 pm. We returned to Philip's house, had chicken, rice and green beans for dinner, with some milk and cookies aswell. Then we did the dishes and played scrabble. I creamed him. it was great. then TV came along and about 10pm Phil drove me home. I called my mother.
Firsts of the day: saw 2 bald eagles, first ground squirrel of the year, and a coyote ripped in 2, 2 eskimo kisses (first of the year)

Wednesday, March 29th-I practiced my trumpet, called lauren, did homework, and Jenni called me to remind me about Grease. yay! it was a chill day. I also chomped carrots and spun around in circles...while on the phone...AT THE SAME TIME! now that takes skill... AND I practiced the piano for Harry Potter.nothing really to worry about.
Firsts of the day: I called Lauren (first time this year), and practiced the piano.

Thursday, March 30th-Courtney's house. I met Paul at Anderson, then wet met Courtney at Fish Creek and walked to her house. I SAW KRISTYN for the FIRST TIME since YOUTH COUNCILS. Simone was there also, and three of court's friends from school. I ate half a bag of All Dressed chips, 2 chocolate brownies, a lot of pie, 4 cans of pop..we walked to 7 eleven and Sobey's (that's where we bought the pie). then we went to the train station and got on. Simone, and Paul and Kristyn came over and kristyn had to go in my room! hahaha! later that night was Survivor Bible study. exciting...MARA WAS THERE!! we talked about laura too.
Firsts of the day: courtney's house, kristyn at mine, going in the new Ford, Mara at Bible Study...and CINNAMON BUNS!

Friday, March 31st-I went to Anderson Station to meet up with Robbie (a friend from school), and there was a funny guy who thought he knew me and hugged me. it was great. then Robbie and I went to Petcetera and Toys R Us, and we went in the toy houses. We also went in a dollar store and to KFC then walked around southland. Talked on the phone with Maegan
Firsts of the day: Hanging out with Rob outside of school, being hugged by a random person, going IN the toy houses.

Saturday, April 1st-Kim and Ian's dad died of a heart attack in the morning. I went to Jenni's house to watch Grease. Jess was there aswell. I had a sooper time on msn with lauren, hanging spoons from my nose, yawning and laughing maniacally. Youth group was at Lloyd's, I was the only one there though. Peter and Amanda and I had a fabulous time. I also worked on homework.
Firsts of the day: first time at Jenni's this year, seeing jess, going to Lloyd's, being the only one at YG.

Sunday, April 2nd-I did Children's time at church...read The Engine That Could. Then we all went grocery shopping (all being my family, not the church) then i came home and i've talked on the phone with Jesse and I've been working on legal studies for a lot of the day.
Firsts of the day: children's time, shopping with all 4 of us.

so there you have it. I'll do pictures later.

Back to the Eighties

2006-03-22T15:35:00.000-07:00

I found a lot of these MAJOR. like hilarious dude!

As If
(1)Excl. I'd rather not. "Hey why don't you go out with that guy in the Izod shirt?" "AS IF!"
Awesome
(1)Adj. Something extremely good, and exceptional example. ie. "That movie was awesome."
Bad
(1)Adj. Good. ie. "That movie was bad, man." Used by rapper stereotypes mostly.
Barney
(1)Noun. An unattractive male. ie. "He is such a Barney."
Batcaver
(1)Noun. Person who wears all black and listens to The Cure et al...
BBS
(1)Abv. Short for Bulitin Board System. Until the widespread popularity of the Internet around 1994 or so, this was the means for email and message postings. Basically, someone set up a computer which was left on 24 hours a day, and people would call it from their computers and use the system. Some offered over 100 phone lines and were networked with one another to provide message exchanges between remote systems and users. Hackers used these to exchange pirated software with one another.
Bitchin'
(1)Adj. Superb, excellent. ie. "That's a bitchin' Camaro."
Bodacious
(1)Adj. beautiful. ie. "That is one bodacious babe."
Bogus
(1)Adj. Not good. ie. "I just died. That's pretty bogus." (2)Excl. Really not good. ie. "Aw man, that cop took my board." "Bogus!"
Bonus
(1)Excl. Used to denote satisfaction or one's approval. ie. "My parents are going away next weekend, I'm throwing a party!" "Bonus!"
Boss
(1)Adj. very cool. ie. "That version of the "Synchronicity" cover is boss!"
Bow-Head
(1)Noun. Another name for preppie-usually a silly girl who wore a big bow in her hair. (Mid-to late eighties)
Brody
(1)Noen. Police officer. ie. "Slow down there is a Brody over there" Origin is from Roy Shiders lead roll as the police officer who sets out to kill the rogue shark in Jaws.
Chill
(1)Verb. To be calm. ie. "I'm chill."
Chill Pill
(1)Excl. Take it easy. ie. "Take a Chill Pill! You're gonna get us all busted."
Chillin'
(1)Verb. To be resting. ie. "I'm just chillin' with my homey's in my crib."
Cool
(1)Adj. Something really good and hip. ie. "That's a cool shirt." (2)Excl. Very good, very hip. ie. "I just scored tickets to Bruce Springsteen" "Cool!"
Cool Beans
(1)Adj. Cool, awesome, agreeable.
Crib
(1)Noun. A homeboy's residence. ie. "I'm just chillin' with my homey's in my crib."
Damn Sam!
(1)Excl. Wow. Unbelievable.
Deck
(1)Verb. To beat someone up...ie. "I'm gonna deck you if you play that damn Raffi album again!"
Def
(1)Adj. Something very hip. ie. "That jam was def."
Deke
(1)Verb. To fake someone out. ie. "I deked him out of his shoes"
Don't Have a Cow
(1)Phrase. Remain calm, don't get excited.
Dork
(1)Noun. Someone who is not cool. ie. "Bill Gates is a real dork." (2)Noun. A penis. ie. "Stop playing with your dork and get out here."
Dope
(1)Adj. Very hip and with it. ie. "Those Addidas are dope!"
Dude
(1)Noun. Someone who is cool. The opposite of a dork. (2)Excl. A greeting. Used with a close friend that is considered cool. ie. "Dude!" Origins of this context word can be traced to California. It was originally used in reference to a horse's penis.
Dudette
(1)Noun. A woman who is cool. The opposite of a dork. Not as commonly used as dude.
Dudical
(1)Adj. Used to describe a place or thing as cool as someone dubbed a "dude".
Dufus
(1)Noun. Someone who acts stupid. ie. "Only a dufus would play with matches." or "Don't be a dufus."
Duh
(1)Adj. Stupid. Usually used with the word "like"
Dweeb
(1)Noun. Someone who is not cool. ie. "Bill Gates is a real dweeb."
Elite
(1)Noun. A person who has achieved a high status in the BBSing culture. ie. "He has a 9600 BAUD modem, he's elite now."
Excellent
(1)Excl. Superb.
Fer Sure
(1)Phrase. Definitely. ie. "Do you want to meet Duran Duran?" "Fer Sure!"
Five O
(1)Noun. Police officer. ie. "Oh oh, chill, there's a Five O comin'"
Fly
(1)Adj. Very hip and with it.
Fresh
(1)Adj. Very new, used in reference to music a lot. ie. "His beat's real fresh"
Funky
Multiple meanings, 70's disco leftover.
Gag Me With a Spoon
(1)Phrase. Disgusting.
Geek
(1)Noun. A person who is not hip, usually implies stupidity as well. ie. "Don't be such a geek!"
Generic
(1)Adj. Of poor quality; poorly planned or executed. ie. "Hey man, do you like that new Atari game, Moon Patrol?" "Hell no, dude! That game is generic!"
Get Out
(1)Excl. I don't believe you. ie. "I got tickets to Duran Duran." "Get Out!"
Goober
(1)Noun. Snot. ie. "Eww. You've got a goober showing." (2)Adj. Something stupid. ie. "Don't be such a goober."
Gnarly
(1)Adj. Exceptional. ie. "That move you just did with your board was gnarly."
Grodie
(1)Adj. Disgusting. ie. "That garbage pail looks grodie."
Gross Me Out
(1)Excl. Disgusting.
Grouse
(1)Adj. Cool, its an Australian slang term. ie "That's so grouse man"
Gross Me Out the Door
(1)Excl. Very Disgusting.
Heavy
(1)Adj. A situation which is grave. ie. "This algebra test is heavy." Most notable use of this phrase was in Back to the Future by the lad character portrayed by Michael J. Fox. The origins of this use can be traced to the sixties when it referred to a close personal friend.
Heinous
(1)Adj. Not good. ie. "That wipeout was heinous dude."
'hood
(1)Abrv. Neighborhood. ie. "My homey's like to hang out with me in my 'hood"
Homeboy
(1)Noun. A close friend. ie. "I like to hang with my homeboys at the mall."
Homey
(1)Noun. A friend. see Homeboy. (2)Noun. A greeting. "Hey homey, don't play that" Widespread use can be attributed to the show "In Living Color" which had the demented clown (portrayed by Daymon Wayons) whose catch phrase was "Homey don't play that" in response to a situation he didn't approve of.
Kickin'
(1)Adj. Fun, exciting, and cool. ie. "This is a kickin' party"
Killer
(1)Adj. very cool. ie. "Your blue lip gloss is killer!"
Kiss My Grits
(1)Excl. A more polite way of saying "kiss my ass." Origins of phrase trace back to the seventies on "Alice's Diner", it was a carry over for a few years into the eighties.
K-RAD
(1)Very radical. Origins of phrase trace to the eighties BBS scene which is where most of the usage stemmed from.
The Joint
(1)Very cool. Seems to be primarily an East Coast term, started by rappers. ie: "The Sugar Hill Gang is the joint!"
Like
Used as a modifier, really has no definition. ie. "I was all like, No Way" Used mostly in Valley Girl speak, it was the most widely used aspect of this stereotype.
Like, oh my God!
(1)Excl. Wow. Unbelievable.
Major
(1)Adj. Really cool. ie. "That song sounds major"
Make Me Barf
(1)Phrase. A way to signal disgust with a situation. Sometimes used as "Make me wanna barf." ie. "I just bought a new Englebert Humperdink album." "Oh, don't play it. That'll make me barf."
McFly
(1)Excl. Someone has just done something very stupid. ex: "Nice move McFly" origin is the 80's movie, Back to the Future.
Melvin
(1)Action Verb. To pull another person's underwear upwards in a jerking motion untill it wedges between ones butt-crack. This is done from behind the person in order to keep them defenseless.
Mint
(1)Adj. Excellent, memorable, "priceless. "How was your weekend?" "Mint, best yet!"
Moded
(1)Skater term.
Nerd
(1)Noun. Someone who is very smart and socially unacceptable. ie. "Bill Gates is one of the most successful nerds today." (2)Noun. Also the proper name of a tangy candy made by Wonka candies.
Nice Play Shakespeare
(1)Excl. That was a really stupid action.
No Shit Sherlock
(1)Excl. Stating the obvious. I already know that.
No Way
(1)Excl. Not going to do that. "Do your homework!" "No Way!" (2)Excl. Disbelief. "I got tickets to Duran Duran." "No Way!"
Poser
(1)Noun. An imposter whose intent is to fit in with a more acceptable social group. ie. "Marky Mark was such a poser, he pretend to be from the ghetto when he was really a middle class preppie."
Preppie
(1)Noun. A person who dressed in upscale clothing and acted snobbish towards people not in the same social standings. ie. "That guy wearing the Izods is such a preppie."
Psyche
(1)Excl. Ha! Fooled you! ie. Person offers an ice cream cone, and then pulls it away, he would then yell "Psyche!". Origins can be traced to an Eddie Murphy comedy sketch.
Rad
(1)Abrv. Short for radical.
Radical
(1)Adj. Something extremely hip, almost awesome ie. "His moves are quite radical."
Rippen, Rips
(1)Adj. Something very cool. ie. "That Firebird ripps man"
Smooth move, X-Lax
(1)Excl. That was a really stupid action.
Solid
(1)Noun. Affirmative. ie. "So we're going at eight? "Yeah, solid."
Stellar
(1)Adj. very cool. ie. "Your blue lip gloss is stellar!"
Stoked
(1)Excl. Very excited. ie. "I am so stoked, I just found twenty bucks on the ground."
To The Max
(1)Adj. Used in conjunction with any adjective that you want to emphasize. ie "That chick is annoying to the max!"
Totally Awesome
(1)Adj. Something truly exceptional, not flawed in any ways. "That was like, totally awesome."
Totally Tubular
(1)Adj. A really cool move in skateboarding.
Trippendicular
(1)Adj. Something that is totally amazing.
Val
(1)Abrv. Short for Valley Girl. ie. "I'm a Val, I know, but it's ok because I come from a real cool part of Encino."
"Way","No Way"
(1)An exchange between two people when one believes something the other does not. ie. "I saw your girlfriend with another guy" "No Way" "Way" "No Way" "Way"
Way Cool
(1)Adj. Very cool. ie. "The A-Team is way cool."
Whatever
(1)Excl. Universally used for anything that leaves even an ounce of doubt in your mind. Usually used in a condescending tone by a Valley Girl. ie. "So she said, 'I really like your purse' and I'm like 'Whatever!'"
Wicked
(1)Adj. Excellent or great. ie. "That movie was wicked"
Word
(1)Noun. Word means "Yes, I agree with what you're saying, and will re-emphasize it." ie: Person 1: "That dweeb is grody to the max." Person 2, in agreement: "Word." Synonyms: "I know that's right," and "I heard that."
Yeah! That's the ticket"
(1)Phrase. That sounds correct. Usually an indication that an explanation was just created. Originated from Saturday Night Live sketch with Jon Lovitz who was a habitual liar in the sketch.
Yo
(1)Excl. A greeting. ie. "Yo homey, what's happening?"
Yuppie
(1)Noun. A person who is a white collar worker who has possessions of an expensive nature and flaunts them. ie. "You see that guy in the Saab, he's such a yuppie." Origins trace back to the beginning of the decade when the "Yuppie Handbook" was written identifying the breed. Yuppie came from the acronym YUP, which stood for Young Urban Proffesional.

Sex is a...swimming pool.

2006-03-19T13:07:00.000-07:00

Don't get on the water slide unless you're ready to go straight in the pool...

"Sometimes you slide all the way down, and someone ends up getting pregnant,
usually the woman." --Steve W

That was fantastic.

Best sex sermon ever.

be...um...care FULL?

2006-03-16T16:24:00.001-07:00

Are you ever going to start caring?!

I was supposed to go to DYB this weekend...yeah...not happening...

I'm thinking of quiting. they don't care enough...so why should I?

I'm angry with a lot of people right now. Just replace me. but let me know that that's what you're doing. I need some closure..

Only when I start to think about you..

2006-03-10T10:59:00.000-07:00

So I'm going to the mall with Paul and Kathleen.
yipee.
I don't really have much to say.

I like survivor Bible study a lot. it's one of the only times I can just say what I want or how I feel without being like yeah.

And just so you know....q-tips are in effect. I might not even need them anymore. I think that's exciting.

thank you.

hic-up

2006-03-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

so yesterday was actually a good day. my first good day in a long time.

I went on lots of car rides (it's my favorite thing to do...in cars...)
best shepherd's pie EVER.

haha. I saw Philip's bedroom...for the first time.
>>>>>>>>he gave up his bed for Lent. so now he's sleeping outside.

I stopped wearing make up. Not for Lent, but I guess I might as well. and maybe just not wear it after either. there's nothing wrong with that.

>>Austin has a girlfriend

>>it was Jorey's birthday on thursday. he's 17. he didn't tell anyone until i asked him when his birthday is. it was funny "today". his parents didn't do anything for him. I think I would be sad.

I have nothing else to say really.

hehehe.

2006-02-28T20:22:00.000-07:00

I'm better. yay.

I like juice boxes. and straws.

it's march 1st tomorrow. I did it!

other things, not so much, but that's ok. I think.

I forget what I was going to say.

that's also ok.

ok.

I'm done.

Faith is the answer to happiness

2006-02-24T21:56:00.000-07:00

HA.

that's really all I have to say about that.

Ashley, you are my sunshine.
Nick, you're the sky.
thank you so much. both of you.

grr.

2006-02-24T09:12:00.000-07:00

GAAAHHRRR

umm. I want some cookies.

2006-02-20T22:02:00.000-07:00

everything that goes is going wrong.

Brett talked to me today. that was nice.
I haven't talked to Ashley forever. Sometimes it makes me sad. She loves Nick and all...but what about me?

I don't like all these couples. All of them are too kissy touchy lovey dovey. it's really starting to bug me. A lot.

oh well.

I'm still sick. [duh]

I had to drop out of honour band. I hope I'll be able to play for festival.
Brownie will try to kill me if I can't.

Scott, Greg: get a life.

I thought I was getting better...

2006-02-19T03:04:00.000-07:00

THEN DISASTER STRUCK!!

It's 3:09 am. And I'm awake [duh].

I wake up crying from the pain.

not because I'm a sissy [but i am]

but because I'm so tired of not being able to sleep that everything makes me cry.

The pain, caused by toncilitis and/or strep throat, is excruciating [sp?]

I wake up everytime I need to swallow saliva, to spit it out.

I'd say I have about a cup of it by my bed.

I'm sick and tired. I just want to sleep.

It takes all day to get to the night

2006-02-14T13:37:00.000-07:00

Grr.

Je manque à personne.

j'ai déjà passé un bon moment, un bon moment autrefois.

yeah I miss you. I miss all of you. it's a shame really. Since you don't miss me.
Nothing's mutual anymore.

Sure you sent me an email. it meant nothing.

You were the first on a lot of lists. good mostly. but then there was this other one. you were definately the first on it. I was hoping I wouldn't have to start that one though.

There's nothing left for me to do about it.

The ball's in your court. It's your serve.

I would be nice of you to let me know if you're still in the game.

Although I think I've already lost.

stupidly sick.

2006-02-13T19:46:00.000-07:00

So my weekend was absolutely fabulous...but unfortunately, to top it off, there was no icing, it was more of a thick goop in my throat, endless snot balls in my nose and extreme fatigue (that has nothing to be in) (maybe my bed??) in my bed.
my end of the week went something like....

Friday = afternoon with Ashley
Friday evening = DYB
Friday night to early saturday morning = Moxie's (w/ DYB) and a car ride
Saturday morning=bed time
later saturday morning to early afternoon= DYB
saturday afternoon = napping
saturday evening = star gazing with Philip
Sunday morning = got home
later sunday morning=froze until 5:44am then fell asleep
even later sunday morning = church
sunday after lunch = nap
sunday day to monday morning = essay
monday noon=got out of bed.

No, we're not.

No, we're not going to.

Maybe I do.

PS

2006-02-07T13:51:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty sure we'll never date.

eep.

2006-02-07T13:47:00.000-07:00

So everybody needs to pray for Chantal. PLEASE. like with 5 million bazillion cherries on top. thank you.

I'm SO tired. I'll be in bed early tonight, that's for sure.

Smarty Pants

2006-02-06T09:33:00.000-07:00

Oh Christine, Sometimes she's my favourite.

I want some more than just smarties. Christine says the green ones are the best.

I'm hungry. Right now.

Grr.

2006-02-05T15:44:00.000-07:00

So this is being dumb. correction from previous post "Nineteen hundred" Not the Gouldings...the Robinsons. That was a silly mistake.

Church was ok this morning.

Chantal was there. That makes me happy.
One lady told me I'm really thin, which was a bad thing because Telly is really self-conscious about her weight...and she was standing right there.

oh well.

nineteen hundred.

2006-02-04T21:44:00.000-07:00

This is what I did yesterday:

7:15am-Wind ensemble
8:30am-School
12:50pm-Jazz
2:10pm-Left school with Philip
After that-Went to my house, Shopper's Drug Mart, the Bjartveit's and parked the car.
3:00pm-got on the train to down town
3:30pm-5:00pm-sauntered aimlessly around downtown with Philip
5:00pm-took the train back to Heritage station
6:00pm-got home, made tacos with Philip
6:20pm-ate tacos with Philip and family, then cleaned up
6:50pm-left for Deer Run Community Center with Philip
7:00pm-went skating with the Wisemans, the Robinsons, Philip, and a lot of other people who I've never met before. Mr. Bishop was there.
9:00pm-went to Philip's house
9:04pm-made white chocolate hot chocolate
9:15pm-started a puzzle
9:48pm-finished the puzzle
9:52pm-called my house, my dad's cell phone, my mom's cell phone. My finally answered.
10:00pm-tried to pick a movie
10:18pm-decided on The Legend Of 1900
10:20pm-watched the movie
12:20am-the movie ended, Philip drove me home.
12:32am-updated my lists
12:something am-fell asleep

Favorite of yesterday: Philip

This was a sooper dooper fun day. And just for the record...first time skating in something like...12 years...and I didn't fall ONCE...(or AT ALL)

Favorite of today: mmmmmmmm Me. And Grandma. She made coffee.

Current music: Like That ~the Black Eyed Peas

Are you out there?

2006-02-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

Who is it exactly who wanted me to update???? I MUST KNOW.

I need to make my readers/fan base happy!!

umm ok. You're it!?!?!

2006-02-02T16:09:00.000-07:00

Philip tagged me. I'm it. Now it's you

The first player of this game starts with the topic Five Weird Habits of yourself and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their five weird habits, as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next five people to be tagged and link to their web journals.

1. I make random faces. At terrible times. These faces usually involve my tongue (it's very longue [that was definately french spelling{by accident}])
2. I like to dance in my room....in my bathing suit...I really miss swimming.
3. I keep lists of well...nearly everything.
4. My palms get sweaty when I have to phone someone. It's frightening. I haven't died yet. YET
5. I really, REALLY like playing dress up. I'm like Batman in a sense. He dresses up like a bat...because they frighten him, and they are his enemy who give him power. I will use the power of my clown costume to fight the battles!! (clowns are completely terrifying!!)

I'm tagging.......Ashley, Christine, Philip (haha), Claire annnnnnd Laura

ANNNNDDDD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

2006-02-02T15:32:00.000-07:00

WE KNOW THAT BLOW FISH BLOW

OH no no no.

2006-02-02T15:22:00.000-07:00

I wonder if I take you home, would you still be in love baby? I love baby?

Don't pull my hand boy, you ain't ma man boy, I'm just here to dance boy, and move my humps. my hump, my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump my hump, my lovely lady lumps
I know, I know, I know, and...what humps?
:O....You said I was 84!!!!!
Good point.
You were 87, then 92, now you're just 82, cause that was just low man.

This is my opinion.
Everything's going to be okay. okay okay okay okay.

I Don't want to be a dumb girl.
I ain't no dumb girl.
I won't be your dumb girl. Your girl, your girl your girl your girl.

Darling it's better down where it's wetter take it from me.

That was our little thing. no one knew. except the two of us. HA.

I don't want your q-tip.

2006-01-23T12:24:00.000-07:00

Ugh.

I just don't understand.

does anyone?

2006-01-21T13:12:00.000-07:00

Faraway...I feel your beating heart

All Alone beneath the crystal stars

Staring into space

What a lonely face

I'll try to find my place with you

(chorus)

What a beautiful smile

Can I stay for awhile?

On this beautiful night

We'll make everything right

My beautiful love

Larger than the moon, my love for you

Worlds collide as heaven pulls us through

The secret of the world is written in the stars

I'm carrying your heart in mine

(chorus)

Maybe a greater thing will happen

Maybe all will see

Maybe your love will catch like fire

As it burns through me(3x)

(chorus) (2x)

Lalalalala

My beautiful

Lalalalala

My beautiful love

~Beautiful Love~ The Afters~

Laura: thanks for forgetting your CD here. I like it.

They can't help me, cuz no one knows.

2006-01-19T21:11:00.000-07:00

I am so angry.
I am so angry about many things.
More just a few.
But they make me so angry.

I'm angry about DYB.
I'm angry about math.
I'm angry about how boys don't talk.
I'm angry about people telling me what does and doesn't bug me.
I'm angry about my friends not being happy.
But I am SO angry about DYB.

Favourite of the day: Lauren. My LA DA

mmmm. my tender chewies!

2006-01-19T11:33:00.000-07:00

I know what I mean.

Right now I'm bored, very, very bored. So my mother thinks I'm boring with my writing...talking about Earwax and such. That's ok.
Basically, I just don't always feel like telling everyone what I'm feeling, but since certain people want to know, I'll say.

I like a boy, Tyler.
This boy, Tyler, likes me.
This girl, Allison, and this boy, Tyler, are not dating.
If they ever are, Allison will wear a ring.
No questions will need to be asked.
If they start and then stop, Allison will stop wearing a ring.
These matters are best left alone, with as little talking as possible.
That's what I think anyways.

I like cookies and coffee.

it was Ashley's birthday yesterday.
I know what I'm getting her. and making her. I think.

There was a cable guy here this morning. he saw me. but I looked terrible. I'm ok with that.

I have 2 constant favourites. You know who you are.

I'm going to not say anything else. as of Now

Earwax.... GOOD.

2006-01-16T22:24:00.000-07:00

I'm never going to use q-tips again.

soo... Fugly eh?

2006-01-04T13:38:00.000-07:00

haha. I don't even have anything to say.
Maybe one day honesty will pay off...
I'm excited. Very excited to go out this afternoon.
it'll be fun.
I've apparently wanted to date every guy in my class.
someone told me that today.
I think that's kinda funny.
Considering they don't even know me.
and like me going through 10 boy friends a year.
ok sure.
i haven't even had that many...
whatever.
There's no one in the world that could bother me right now.

Don't let me down

2005-12-28T13:41:00.000-07:00

I've been doing extremely well keeping myself busy.

I don't like to just sit here doing nothing when I know there's a world all around me that I could be exploring.
I DO however want to explore and such with somebody.
I don't like to be alone. right now anyways. Sometimes I like it.

Current cd: Beatles Hits Reggae Style

Interesting. Weird, the way I like it. Chill and relaxing.

Please enjoy a can of FRESCAMD. It's quite tasty.

It's nearly 2 and I have no plans. no tears fall yet.

BUT I'm getting out this New Year's....for the FIRST TIME EVER. big deal.

Christmas will come...

2005-12-25T12:05:00.000-07:00

I hate the fact that no matter how late I want to sleep in, I end up waking up sooper early anyways. It actually does get quite annoying...and I get sleepy and grumpy. Anyways.

Tradition was broken this year. That can be explained another time. Well it was in many ways considering this is Sunday, and Christmas isn't often on Sunday.

I'm going to buy myself a Buzz Lightyear tent from the Disney Store tomorrow. It will go in my room, and I will hide in it. Those are my intentions.

Maybe I'll even play dress up.

There are definately new socks on my feet...with cows.

Christmas is now.

Goodbye

Favorite of the day: Philip

2005-12-22T21:40:00.000-07:00

These are definately not women's feet. But the most definately have the paint job of a woman. I am the marvellous artist and creator of the lovely nail design on today's fave.

I GOT MY NEW TRUMPET TODAY

You are allowed to admire it's fantabulous beauty.
Thank you to all of those who helped me out...especially Grandma and Grandpa.

Ha ha...suckers. I schooled you :P

Iced Tea

2005-12-21T21:56:00.000-07:00

Favourite today: Ashley

Not because of the ice cream. Because you're always there for me....to sit on the floor, or cry in the hall. I think I like the floor better anyways. It's meant for the higher class people.

Ever since I met you on a cloudy Monday, I can't believe how much I love the rain...

2005-12-18T21:21:00.000-07:00

so there was a girl, in her room, dancing in her underwear.
the next thing she knew, she had her period.
this was quite startling because 2 weeks ago that day, she got her period.
she only got a week off
that's depressing

everyone should feel bad for that girl.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!!!!!

2005-12-16T16:15:00.000-07:00

yay for being 16. that's something we share...and funky slippers...and I guess how cool we are.

I'm pretty much working on my band history project that's due by 11:59 tonight. I'll totally be done it. I'm already 1/6th there. and that's a BIG deal.

Today was a cool day.

Ashley, I love you darlin' <3

Claire, you brighten my day...haha...apparently when we were in band today I said [out loud] that Mr Brown adds the sparkles in my eyes....(LUCKLY, Greg was the only person to hear that)....(it doesn't me ANYTHING)

Will, you're a very, very fun person....maybe sometimes you should turn off your phone though....annnnnd don't think so much. annnnnd wear jeans more often.

Favorite of the day: Will.

if you don't like it, then you don't take it [makes sense]

2005-12-12T18:43:00.000-07:00

This might sound dumb [maybe] but I was all alone

Honest promise. You will be missed.

~Long and Lonely Road, Hawk Nelson

I met Austin today. He's a very nice person. His birthday is September 16th. Will thinks I like him. But the reality is, that Will looked fantastic today, and that's all that matters.

I've decided that being so tired is really fun. It also gives me an excuse to be stupid.

"I can do ANYTHING that I want to do"

"that' a girl!"

hahahahaha. today was a funny day.

Claire loves how creepy I am.

I almost kissed Ashley's neck.

Almost.

More of a sucking though. ha ha.

We both wanted it.

Social is an awkward place for that though.

Don't think about it too much.

Mom: you have nothing to worry about. It's just a funny thing that almost happened.

And no one should make any assumptions.

C:You need a boyfriend

A:Nawww

C:K, well then you need to stop writing me love notes

W: but...you're a girl, and you're a girl

C: Annnnnnd...she's open minded.

A: (laughing nervously) yyeeeeahhh...

Naturally, I'm the coolest person ever.

2005-12-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

I walk [upstairs, ask to use the computer, get turned down, so I walk] into the living room (which doesn't make sense because no one really lives in there). My dad was reading the paper on the lazy boy chair thing...the recliner, as I look at the piano. The container [beside the piano containing the music books also] had the clown wig that I used for Halloween resting on top of it. A light went off in my head. I grabbed the wig, ran down to my room, put on my flashing clown nose, then the wig, and came back upstairs to play the piano. Dad, sitting there, not paying much attention asks, "Allison, why are you wearing a wig?" I [on the piano bench] turn to face him[on the recliner] , and he sees the flashing nose and shakes his head. I respond, "What??" "oh nothing, you're really weird, that's all." I silently agree and turn back to my music. Naturally, the first song that comes to mind, I play. Here are the lyrics:

Send in the Clowns

Isn't it rich?
Are we a pair?
Me here at last on the ground,
You in mid-air.
Send in the clowns.
Isn't it bliss?
Don't you approve?
One who keeps tearing around,
One who can't move.
Where are the clowns?
Send in the clowns.
Just when I'd stopped
Opening doors,
Finally knowing
The one that I wanted was yours,
Making my entrance again
With my usual flair,
Sure of my lines,
No one is there.
Don't you love farce?
My fault, I fear.
I thought that you'd want what I want -
Sorry, my dear.
But where are the clowns?
There ought to be clowns.
Quick, send in the clowns.
What a surprise.
Who could forsee
I'd come to feel about you
What you'd felt about me?
Why only now when i see
That you'd drifted away?
What a surprise.
What a cliche'.
Isn't it rich?
Isn't it queer?
Losing my timing this late
In my career?
And where are the clowns?
Quick, send in the clowns.
Don't bother - they're here.

~by Stephen Sondheim

And THAT my friends, is what makes me, Allison Sandra Brown, THE coolest person ever...do you not agree??

Yay band concert.

2005-12-08T22:28:00.000-07:00

Stupid Santa hat. Totally old. Mr brown can do better than that

I feel like sleeping. I'm pretty much going to go do that.

Breanne gave me pants today. They make my bum look so cute.

Yes. That matters.

kay.

2005-12-07T19:32:00.000-07:00

Everybody pray for Claire and her family.

And Will seems sad. Pray for him too.

And this girl named Emma. I don't know her, but she got stabbed.

Maybe High River too. There was some sort of fire there.

Ouch. I just bit my tongue.

2005-12-07T09:06:00.001-07:00

I feel horrible.
I look terrible.
I'm lonely.
I'm cold.
And I just want to go back to bed.

Lonely, oh so lonely

2005-12-06T21:11:00.000-07:00

I think right now, the only thing I need, is someone who cares to telephone me.

I'd feel this much better -----------------------------------------------------------------

C'est MOI!

2005-12-06T11:02:00.000-07:00

This picture is decently emo.

I kinda laugh at it.

Please laugh with me.

yay fibre 1!!

2005-12-06T10:12:00.000-07:00

So I'm home sick today. My voice is half existant, my nose is completely blocked, and every time I caugh a little bit of flem comes out. It's totally pleasant.
I'm mostly sad because I can't sing.
I'm also sad because Claire is sick too. That saddens me the most because she's not having the best time at all.
My random cough attacks are slightly amusing though.

I woke up, and the back door was wide open.

Either that was done on purpose to let me know that the alarm wasn't set on me (like yesterday)

My little sister wants to let strangers in the house while I'm sleeping to kill me.

Someone snuck in the house while the door was unlocked and i was sleeping, but forgot to close the door behind them when they came in. I could be killed any second. And My Fibre 1 cereal would be wasted.

Water melon rinds of the day.

2005-12-05T13:40:00.000-07:00

If your life were a movie, what would the rating be?
If it's anything more than 14 A, are you happy with that?

Catch me when I fall
But need me when I'm not here at all
Miss me when I'm gone
I'm going down flames again.

-Going down flames, 3 doors down

Calm is utterly boring.
Music makes it happier.

I now eat Fibre 1 cereal. It isn't all bran. All bran tastes better.
Just because I'm not really healthy.

master resume

2005-12-04T19:52:00.000-07:00

A: (talking about her resume) Laugh at this:
Physical Skills
· Using fingers quickly and accurately
· Using hands precisely
· Full body coordination
· Moving quickly
· Enduring physical work for long periods of time

P: all you need to add is that you can endure being on your back and knees for long periods of time and can triple tongue

A: you're funny

P: I knew I dated you for a reason

ouch

I am THE style

2005-12-04T15:32:00.000-07:00

I look like this. Right now.

I am the new style.

Away From The Sun

2005-12-04T13:39:00.000-07:00

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
Cause now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of livin' in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines to light the way for me
And now again I've found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me to find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again

-3 Doors Down

Think about it.

So I'm rated.

2005-12-02T22:24:00.000-07:00

I decided that it would be interesting to see how my life would be rated. So this is me...rated.

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	4.5
Mind:	4.5
Body:	3.9
Spirit:	6.3
Friends/Family:	4.3
Love:	2.1
Finance:	3.5
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

Laura's home!! :)

2005-12-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

the funniest thing just happened. well i thought it was funny. I went to make hot chocolate...and the kettle looked empty...so I lifted it up really quickly to bring it to the sink...but there was actually water in it..so I ended up dumping it all over my head.
then when i went to pick it up off the counter (the mug of hot chocolate), i spilled a bunch of it on the floor. yay for me!!

I should have just had chocolate milk.

on the other hand... [you have different fingers]

2005-12-01T16:08:00.000-07:00

K so I think for now I'm ok with it. Like he said...I need to move on with my life. As long as he's happy. And there are no regrets. On my side.

Watch your heals crush. Crushed. Uh oh!

2005-12-01T11:24:00.000-07:00

They got back together.

Stop, Drop and Roll.

2005-11-29T22:13:00.000-07:00

I keep forgetting that I exsist. That's ok. At least now I'm doing things that I want to do. I went to Eymeric's last night to help him with his math. We got more done than I ever expected (considering the amount of time we spend talking about silly things). That's a good thing. good for happy for sure.

Something funny happened today. I really wish I could remember what it was. I think it was something someone said.

I love how Claire is always so happy...well recently. That makes me happier, since I'm often around her.

I don't like how I had to wait for my sister again. That makes me angry when I have to wait for her.

I like how I'm becoming addicted to hot chocolate. That really makes my day.

I hate how my mouth is killing me. That takes away from the joy of eating, and speaking. HOWEVER....!!! My braces are ready to come off late January. It's about time...only.......5 years later!! yess!!!!

I love you Claire. <33333

all is well...quite well actually. :)

2005-11-26T22:22:00.000-07:00

Claire's house was the best fun. We watched The Little Mermaid...then Amityville Horror. It wasn't extremely scary until like the last half hour...then we started getting the jitters. as soon as it finished...and I mean like RIGHT when it was done, Fraz knocked on the door...and we both started screaming. It was perfect timing. haha. then we watched the breakfast club and listened to music after. Fraz left, then Claire and I fell asleep watching the Jungle Book. When we woke upm we were given chocolate chip pancakes and apple juice, and we watched Wedding Date. Cute...but awkward.
All in all. sooper weekend so far. I'm pretty happy right now. like very. tee hee (yess Claire!!!)

I dunno what else to say.

ick

2005-11-24T16:15:00.001-07:00

I feel sick, but i have to stay alive*
I over slept my alarm this morning...again.
This happens pretty much EVERY morning...but today I was right on time for band.
Trumpet lesson tonight.
yay.
I have nothing to say. I'm pretty tired though.
yeah.

$272.54... growing... collecting... awesome!

2005-11-23T22:17:00.000-07:00

I just can't believe it. Absolutely cannot.
My little sister has more power over me than I do over her.
It's pathetic, and it's driving me crazy.
So I had jazz after school...then Eymeric was going to come over to help me study for social...and I would help him study for math...fair trade off. But like ALWAYS...he ditched me. Right at the last minute too. That is so hurtful. anyways...so Claire brings me home to her house so that she can help the best she can with the other language, cuz she's sooper pro smart at social. I end up just talking about Eymeric and how stupid he can be sometimes.
THEN i get home at like 7...start studying right away...and come upstairs at 10...since Carlin's supposed to be off the computer by then...and she tells ME to wait. Even though I haven't been on the computer at all...and she's had most of the night...except when my mom was on. I'd be ok with this happening like once or twice...but it happens EVERYDAY. and it's driving me up the wall. I hate that she bosses me around...she has no right.

Enough of me ranting.

I hope I do ok on social and math tomorrow. I'm working hard to get a good grade. The number doesn't really matter to me though...I just want to do better than normal. Even though it's huge.

The flower of my heart=the apple of my eye

2005-11-22T22:25:00.000-07:00

C (to A): k, so [he] said to listen to my heart... and you pretty much are my heart... so do I put myself out there and go for [him]? or do I hold back?

You make me smile everyday. That's why we haven't jumped in front of a train...because I'm your heart, and you're making me smile.

so..16+1=17. hmmm. help?

2005-11-22T18:05:00.000-07:00

Well. A lot has happened.
Party a success.
Only one person was stupid with my dog.
So I'm currently drinking given hot chocolate from "Allison's Mug-o".
From Philip. I also enjoyed the licorice when I got home from school.
[I thought certain events that happened at school today would make me happy, but the high was very temporary and I needed the comfort of my licorice when I got home.]
Yesterday was alright for a birthday I guess.
The only person to sing me happy birthday was Mr. Brown. He almost sang it twice, just because he felt bad that no one else had sung it.
I felt poopy. and I was totally looking forward to Sloppy Joes.
That never happened. The yearly birthday tradition was broken *tear*
BUT Lauren called me...and Laura...and PETER!!! (it was the first time for him since I moved...or I think maybe ever.)
I was on the phone pretty much all night last night with various people.
I'm not quite sure if I was sleeping tonight after school or not.
I think I may have been.
I've been pretty tired lately.
School pretty much does that to me.
I have to write Will a note tonight. Just because he asked.
I think he's even going to write me back.
Paige and Eymeric broke up today. It was their 14th monthiversary.
I'm glad.
That's enough.

Thank you for the hot chocolate anyways. and the licorice. You know me quite well. I'm impressed.

Ps. Trumpet update: total: $252.54

Ok so, everybody has a cell phone...

2005-11-19T22:06:00.000-07:00

Phil's shoe laces were actually too white for his shoes.
it gave me a chuckle.
not literally handing it to me, but close enough.
i got a green scarf today.
I really like scarves.
this one is soft too.
grocery shopping is pretty fun...it's really the only shopping i enjoy.
I think that's because i get to eat what I buy.
food is wonderful.
I'm sleepy.
goodnight.

i <3 u Claire :):):) ....and Ashley, you're my reason to wake up in the morning (and not jump in front of a train)

now introducing....ms. red head!!

2005-11-18T18:42:00.000-07:00

On this day, November 18th, 2005, a mark was made in history.
the long, dueling battle of Allison against the hair has ended.
Not only will the morning time normally occupied my styling be decreased,
will the amity between Allison and her hair will be increased.
On this glorious and victorious day, the boundless reflections of the sun light surround all who see.
There's a slight tinge of red, yet no blood was shed!
The forfeit of the hair will continue to be significant, influencial, and impacting for generations to come.
This, my friends, was the first time for many, many wonderful things.

Age is whatever you think it is. You are as old as you think you are.

2005-11-17T16:04:00.000-07:00

Maturity isn't something that comes naturally...it's something that you need to work on.
Thomas and I broke up today.
I didn't want it to happen, but it needed to happen.
Whatever.
I'm done for now. at least until the new year.
maybe even longer.
I really haven't given it much thought.

Hear Us Say Jesus.

2005-11-15T21:21:00.000-07:00

Ok. So maybe you don't. Maybe you just hear us say what's on our mind. Or you do hear us, but our actions speak louder than our words. I think that's pretty much true. It's hard to always think about him though. It actually is really hard. We get so easily caught up in the crap that we deal with at school, at home, with friends, at work, and sometimes even at church. Whatever right? It actually does matter. I get so bothered by myself. I'm so fake. I wear a mask at school, at home, at the mall, and at church. AAnnnnddd...they're all different. GAH. I don't know what my point is. Maybe if you're just one who doesn't say Jesus...try to understand that it's hard for those who do when they get shut down so easily by everyone else.

Ugh.

2005-11-14T23:21:00.000-07:00

Drama drama drama. That's what Vic Lewis is known for. I believe it was just 5 people who cried this year. we thought it would be 7 though. I took several photos, mostly of peoples' behinds. for the band bum poster. it will be fantastic if i ever get around to completing it (or even starting it). I went to the Flames game tonight. I took 562 pictures...which is a lot...BUT...i caught their final AND WINNING goal. it was also fantastic. I'm sleepy though. pictures wi;; be posted sometime soon. but not all of them (obviously)